Friday, April 30, 2010

Best thing UNIT ever did:

The legend of Mother Vegan.

My mum is the best. I mistook this pizza for Jesus riding on a white Unicorn...























Actually... She's done better, we found a better vegan-cheese-substitute.

And this honey chicken with sweet and sour sauce for jgf fy gkjy!!!! WAIT! That's right it's not ACTUALLY the one and only honey chicken from the Dean St Chinese restaurant, it's fake chicken... made to perfection.

Last Chelsea Gig and other info...


Chris Cooper took some effin rad snaps, please do take a look!
http://crcooperphoto.blogspot.com
I've got some video footage of that night too thanks to Paige Tippett ;)
I'll get around to it. I promise.
Also... our "new band" demo I've been recording at my house with all my new pro-azzz gear :)
I spent like 600+ on recording gear/mics etc last week.
I'm poor. I swear I'm always spending big amounts of money on things.
Tonight I recorded Mitch/Tom Aytons, Matt Peacock and Sam Hamilton's new upcoming band!
It's sounding SICK.
It's just a quick demo, but it's sounding rad!
Done all the music... just need to get Ham to hammer out some vocals.
Anyway... keep your ears and eyes peeeled.

Always bigger in

Texas? Zimbabwe*
Yes your eyes don't lie, and yes these are genuine...
I am a one hundred trillion and twenty billion dollar-"aire". haha (in Zimbabwe)

Joel said his brother said (lol), that he saw a guy with a wheel burrow of money to do the shopping.
It's hilarious until you realise how sad it is how their currency system imploded.
I think a one dollar note would be worth more than this one hundred trillion dollar note... based on how rare it would be... considering those notes are apparently worth a dollar or something ridiculous.

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Thankyou Blogger!

For giving us back the option to upload video's!
Youtube only pisses me off lately.
I've got SO many video's I need to upload, I'll try get to it asap.

Bible Bash.


DEUT 22:28-29:
If a man is caught in the act of raping a young woman who is not engaged, he must pay fifty pieces of silver to her father. Then he must marry the young woman because he violated her, and he will never be allowed to divorce her. 


So if your raped, you now have to marry your attacker. Nice fucked up law. 


LEVIT 20:13: 
If a man lies with a male as with a women, both of them shall be put to death for their abominable deed; they have forfeited their lives.


Lying together... That's gay? Go die now faggots.


DEUT 13:7-12 If your own full brother, or your son or daughter, or your beloved wife, or you intimate friend, entices you secretly to serve other gods, whom you and your fathers have not known, gods of any other nations, near at hand or far away, from one end of the earth to the other: do not yield to him or listen to him, nor look with pity upon him, to spare or shield him, but kill him. Your hand shall be the first raised to slay him; the rest of the people shall join in with you. You shall stone him to death, because he sought to lead you astray from the Lord, your God, who brought you out of the land of Egypt, that place of slavery. And all Israel, hearing of this, shall fear and never do such evil as this in your midst.


All you true believers out there, you now must go kill every non christian you know! Hitler-style baby.


EXO 12:29-30 And at midnight the LORD killed all the firstborn sons in the land of Egypt, from the firstborn son of Pharaoh, who sat on the throne, to the firstborn son of the captive in the dungeon. Even the firstborn of their livestock were killed. Pharaoh and his officials and all the people of Egypt woke up during the night, and loud wailing was heard throughout the land of Egypt. There was not a single house where someone had not died.


Wow... the "LORD" is a psychopathic murderer.


(For a tonne of more discreditations of the bible, and contardictions etc go to www.evilbible.com.)

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

where do you see yourself in five, ten and twenty years? :)

I don't see myself in the future. I try not to anyway.
I'm very impulsive and usually go with the flow and float into as many opportunities as I can.
I don't want to limit my future's possibilities.

Interview me?

hey Judd (: i was just wondering if you could give me any websites that you have researched about things like - the world, religion and being a vegan etc. im just interested in broadening my views on m life and shet and yeah if thats all cool (:

http://groups.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=groups.groupProfile&groupid=107886044&Mytoken=EB564C15-D705-4A0D-A3FB64C1F0A975F72151015 - That was last years discussions between a few thinkers and I... OUTDATED and EXPIRED... but good learning ground discussion/debate/info/resource wise.

My great friend Sam Wright and his formspring ;)
http://www.formspring.me/xenosis

http://www.attainablemind.com - a site with endless world issues/ conspiracies / idea's (BEST! ;)

The documentary Zeitgeist (1+2) - a MUST watch! Start here! It will wake you up, from there you can learn. (torrent it/free-order it/stream it!: http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/ )

Earthlings- A documentary on animal treatment. Another HUGE eye opener.

Quantum Physics/mechanics:
A good starting video: <object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/6fWtBq8uWKE&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/6fWtBq8uWKE&hl=en_US&fs=1&"; type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object>
It will change you're outlook on life forever, and it is FACT not conspiracy... DEFS WATCH! (it'll pop up below) - from there watch try learn even more about this form of science, there's many great video's on youtube)

www.ted.com- great scientic/technology introductions and idea's/ some amazing idea's and theories.

The resources thread from thinkers: http://forum.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=messageboard.viewThread&entryID=73999525&categoryID=0&IsSticky=0&groupID=107886044&Mytoken=48CB839F-E939-42D4-978020D657FCB882313191524

www.joyofsatan.com - don't judge a book by it cover- this site is INCREDIBLE.

Planet X/Annunaki theory on humans being genetically modified (and alot of other information and possibly historic "truth"):
http://www.attainablemind.com/search/label/planet%20x - Watch the two video's on that page in particularly!

Then I think its worth to do other things like learn about meditation and spiritual stuff and maybe try a ouija board or something as that can really bump the "impossible" threshold... It's important though to always read up and learn about both sides/criticals of a topic.

There you go.

EVERYONE ^ all of that stuff is well worth the read... start simple though... it's almost a linear progression from knowing something to knowing the possiblity and believing the rest.
So start with Zeitgeist or this video I suggest:

Interview me?

Monday, April 26, 2010

Everybody Poops.

Today I woke up had a sip of powerade, later had a glass of OJ, a bottle of creamy soda and two cans of coke.
That was my daily intake of liquids.
Anyway, I think I've pissed my body weight today, not even joking.
Every ten minutes today I think I've gone.
Not just a crappy dribble either, waterfalls...
Where's all these bodily fluids coming from!?
Can anyone tell me what is happenning to my body!? Haha
Yep felt like sharing that.
Lol and one time I left the seat up and Madison fell in! Bahaha

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Middle man.

I like knowing that I've bought friends together.

Foot Fetish

*Madison reads out some FML's*
Jaxon: (Flails arms sarcastically) OH FML THERE'S KIDS STARVING IN AFRICA.
Judd: Wow... Makes that site seem sort of pathetic.
Ash: Anyone wanna suck my cock?

Friday, April 23, 2010

If you're a battery you're either working or you're dead... Shit life.

I was just introduced to my new favourite comedian.
Dean Edwards. He had me in stitches, but I couldn't find any of his new stuff on youtube, or much of his stuff at all. But on Comics Unleashed he went off. Here's a video of an older episode where he appeared:



Ok, I lied... Demetri Martin is still my favourite comedian:



Do you think someone could ever go commit suicide after watching this video?
No it's impossible. I heard comedy kills cancer too.
I wish I had a girlfriend who was a comedian they'd always see the funny aspect of things.
But instead I'm with a girl who THINKS she's a comedian... Stop hanging up me for the 500th time!!! 
It's only funny for you.

Whirld view

From the new post @ http://www.attainablemind.com/ I then went to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Web_Bot, to http://www.halfpasthuman.com/ and found 'this' interesting post and then found this highly official looking diagram that made me laugh, but it's a sort of laugh at myself as they're all basically my views haha... See I'm not alone... Aliens exist ;)

Trampslutbitch


Thursday, April 22, 2010

You think anyone wants a roundhouse kick to the face in these bad boys?!


Forget about it!

Bad boy Bubby.

"You see, no one's going to help you Bubby, because there isn't anybody out there to do it. No one. We're all just complicated arrangements of atoms and subatomic particles - we don't live. But our atoms do move about in such a way as to give us identity and consciousness. We don't die; our atoms just rearrange themselves. There is no God. There can be no God; it's ridiculous to think in terms of a superior being. An inferior being, maybe, because we, we who don't even exist, we arrange our lives with more order and harmony than God ever arranged the earth. We measure; we plot; we create wonderful new things. We are the architects of our own existence. What a lunatic concept to bow down before a God who slaughters millions of innocent children, slowly and agonizingly starves them to death, beats them, tortures them, rejects them. What folly to even think that we should not insult such a God, damn him, think him out of existence. It is our duty to think God out of existence. It is our duty to insult him. Fuck you, God! Strike me down if you dare, you tyrant, you non-existent fraud! It is the duty of all human beings to think God out of existence. Then we have a future. Because then - and only then - do we take full responsibility for who we are. And that's what you must do, Bubby: think God out of existence; take responsibility for who you are."

I love Liam O'dwyer.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

"YOU think you are the TUBE!"

For those who don't follow The Boobs, this guy is a fucking legend and a half:

Then it shows me he has a video ragging on Youtube!
I love it! Just like that time I got a facebook to rag on facebook.
Just what I wanted to hear! Someone getting fucking pissed off with youtube and all their bullshit!
I have a few more complaints about YouTube.
IT USED TO BE ABOUT THE PEOPLE!
Now you get bombarded with 12 second advertisements before your video even fucking loads...
Then they punch you in the face with another advertisement that pops up right on the video you just laid down to watch, half the time you cant even fucking find the 'x' to close the piece of shit.
Then they decide it would be a swell idea if they put a 10 minute limit on ALL video's being uploaded.
Youtube! WHAT THE FUCK!
You saying I have to split my 10minute3 second video into pt 1 pt 2!
How about I just go split my fucking head over my computer desk in frustration!
So no... no matter if its a 100 minute video the size of 2mb I can't upload it.
Fuck this... I'm going to vimeo? 

War on War.

I feel so much sadness for the Iraqi/Afghanistan people, and it just amazes me how so many people write off what's going on over there, and most people don't care because the propaganda has labelled the people of Middle East as terrorists. 
The number of innocent civilians been killed hasn't even been recorded and its suspected the overall is between 200,000 to 1,000,000... (just Iraq) broad estimation as the military "aren't counting bodies"...
George Bush once mentioned it was 30,000... which is almost definitely far from the truth.
These poor people are getting slaughtered, their homes are being destroyed and destruction is everywhere. 
And why! WHY are Americans STILL invading these countries, they aren't welcome and never were...
Apparently, Obama is also working on a timetable for withdrawing all U.S. combat units from Iraq by September 2010 and pulling out the rest of the U.S. force, currently about 14,000 soldiers, by 2012. 
It pissed me off Australia had troops over there until mid-2008, all they're doing now is rebuilding the country they destroyed and why? To make profit most certainly! They hire construction companies owned by the richest of the rich, like the Rockerfellers, and the money goes to America... It's not helping Iraq at all, just helping them gain cheaper oil so they can greed even more money.
If your living in Australia/America or anywhere where you don't hear explosions and gun shots on daily basis then you really can't imagine life in Iraq, and I am making a presumption here as I too haven't been in their shoes.
It's so easy to turn a blind eye to such chaos when you don't experience it. Out of sight, out of mind right? 
If you truly look into the lives of these people you can't help but feel sadness, imagine if America decided to invade Australia for some bullshit reason?
We has humans need to put a higher respect on life, not just our own and the people around us, but everyone you don't know. Something I find ironic is the fact that many Americans who support this war and don't care about the innocent blood being shed are fundamentalist Christians. Where do you think Jesus was from? Do you think he spoke English too? Plus do you really think Jesus would be supporting a war!? Sorry I don't mean to label I know it's not completely their fault but it's the truth. 
Some people's vision of what's really happening in the world is so distorted that their whole universe is opposite of the truth. 
What is truth? History is truth, actual event's that have happened over time, things that can be proved.
It's the stories in-between told by powerful people that distorts history which in turn distorts the truth.
Free yourself from the hatred of the middle east and realise the prejudice comes from a corrupt system of false realities.

Great load of 2012 info:

http://www.attainablemind.com/search/label/Changes%20in%20our%20Sun

All the scientific facts and predictions from my sketchy rant the other day.
It's a big read, but well worth it.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Angels that Fell.

Madison: This is what we are doing next holidays...
http://everythingextreme.com.au/activity/ASBB100
I'll have money again by then hopefully.

MY BIRTHDAY

I just want everyone to love everyone and compliment everyone and smile and make this world terrific on this one day.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Leopard Girl.

          
Go figure, her eyes were actually green in this photo!?

Egret Way.

Today Ash gave me photoshop and for the past hour I've been given the best tutorial on how to use it, ever.

Thanks Squires I love you. Well this ones for you Madison. I never thought I'd get sick of your face haha kidding.

Monday, April 12, 2010

2012.

(The following was a rant I dived into after someone asked me 'is 2012 the end of the world' or something- Warning... There are some big, out-of-this-world idea's... not for the close minded.)

Things may start happenning by that date, I 'know' (from the word of a member of a the galactic confederation of light)... 21/3/2013 is the deadline for ascension... (as well as Madison's 19th birthday)
I don't see it as the end of the world, I see it as the earth, who is also a living/conscious being cleansing herself, humans who hurt her... Cities to her is what cancer is to us.
Those who have spiritually awoken and lost their sense of fear and negativity will ascend through the sun as a portal to a higher dimension, it will not burn because you lose your 3D limitations...
People who live by fear and negativity will remain as they are not ready to ascend, if they were allowed then they would create they own living hell as thought manifest themselves, all this existence is are frequencies, everything transmits a frequency, your brain reads thar electrical impulses and dispays reality as a hologram, an atom does not exist until there is a consious observer- this is all basic quantum pyhsics/mechanics, YouTube it- so in other words, nothing exists until you project a conciousness on it... So thoughts make up reality, now that means if we're always being pumped fear in the media we start to think and project our reality... And as an interlaced mass, our future.
So if you understood any of this you must realise you have to start thinking positively, the quote "you just gotta believe"  isn't just for fairytales.
In the fourth dimension and higher, reality is even more so what you make it, thoughts manifest... Which is why at the moment most of this population will remain here on earth, enslaved, working for their living, aspiring not to be more but to have more.
Peoples minds are becoming aware at a snowball rate, I've been researching as to why this might be and there is evidence to suggest cosmic rays are being projected upon us from thousands of lightyears away which I literally changing our frequencies, also suggests that's how we've been evolving so fast, not too mention all the higher beings and extraterritorial beings that are too helping to awaken our minds from our enslavement, but they are bound by universal law not to interfere until we ask and our governments REALLY do not want to deal with the telling us that aliens exist and are even here amoung us, they've been trying hard to convince our leaders on what to do but they are extremly power hungry greedy humanoids.
Now in regards to the earth cleansing herself, it has been proven in history time again that the earths poles have changed... Albert Einstein first endorsed the theory, also happens every 25, 000 somthing years which equals about 2012 as to when the next cycle will occur, if that does happen then the rate of the switch will decide whether the chaos is immediate or slow, also depends by what degree the poles actually shift. The magnetic fields on earth are very low at the moment, airplanes autopilot has had to be reconfigured all over the world.
There's also the fact that earth will be facing right through the middle of the milkyway. So like the small hole on a cd...  There's said to be a mega black hole in the middle but it could just as well be a portal of some sort, either way a very interesting and coincidental phenonomen.

The everyday living self of me doesn't think anythings really going to happen, but the very deep me tells otherwise... Either way I know not to fear.
There's also said to be solar flares from the sun that will reach earth and that energy will literally retract the ascended back through the sun and fry the rest and I know when stated blunt this all sounds so fucked up but if you research why Jesus and other enlightened beings are always drawn with a sun behind their head is because back when earths frequecies were different it was something people could literally see that auora.
Same goes for the pyramids. Even with today's technology they couldn't build those things, each stone brick weighs tonnes and is perfectly placed with not a gap a ruler could fit though. Research that, they suggest just like the buhdist monks that blow their horns and can lift boulders by chnaging the frequency of the boulder and the rate the atoms spin, therefore making it light as a feather... That seems a very likely suggestion as to how the pyramids were made, that is if it wasn't aliens, I believe they did play a part, as pyramids all over the world are perfectly aligned with astronomical locations. The pyramids are also very spiritual things, with the changing frequencies of earth they will soon become activated once again to their full restoration of state, just like the stargate in the gulf of Aden has recently reactivated... Research that, it's very recent news and every country has sent battleships to the gulf and surround it, there is proof and pictures and on the news i personally heard them say it was because of piracy... Very lame cover up.

I apologise for the rant of information I just gave to such a seemingly simple question, this is all my personal words off the top of my head from a ridiculous amount of research I've done, so there's probs some slight mistakes in there, but I strongly suggest everyone to start opening their minds to what's going on around us, the greater scheme of our existence.
YouTube and sites like attainablemind have alot of this information on there alongside all the facts and proof and history... It's only a matter of time really before more start to awaken and lower their vibrational levels through things that have been proved to do so, like meditation and not eating meat (not trying to push veg dw it's just the facts, I'd say because it demotes greed).
Well not long now to we see how it all turns out, again, this is a theory and remember the future is determined by conscious and subconcsious thoughts, so regardless of the above, think positive, act positive and you will help to lead our body of consciousness in a positive direction, where at the moment, it is not facing.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Just if anyone was interested in my insanity:

In regards to a blog link someone sent me titled "Killuminati":

Q: Some one says it started 6,000 years ago, and it's been in the making since. Theres going to a world leaders meeting and then everything will change from then on. Lady Gaga is said to be the 3rd from the top of Lucifer.

NOTE: only read this if you have just a slight idea of what we're talking about, otherwise you'll think I'm nuts... Which I probs am.
Lucifer. Means "light bearer" in Latin. Therefore, he the light, the truth... Is actually a term in which is "Christ's".
Lucifer is the light of knowledge and truth. The opposing "white light" is the energy of unconditional love.
Those two energies make up this universe, however lucifer being associated with villiany is only a result of misuse and misunderstanding of these two opposing forces in dimensions lower than the fifth.

I don't know whether I'm agreeing with you or trying to say otherwise just stating some claimed facts from a member of the confederation of light.
If you would like to learn more then type " confederation of light" and "attainable mind" into google and there's a vid on the page of a man of egytian heritage/aus accent who speaks a two hour interview and basically sums up alot of what I believe. Actually I'll find the video for you:

http://www.attainablemind.com/2009/10/galactic-confederation-of-light_08.html

I couldn't post the link to the video on iPhone but it's the first video you find on that page after scrolling through alot of info. 

Acousticism

Two new songs for you guys to scope out:

Hindsight- A song I wrote about school life a while back.

Monday Morning- A song of Haydens we/he recorded last night.

I've recorded a few others but I've ran out of room on myspace to put them all up, once I'm finished recording all my songs for what I'm calling my 'Home' Album, I'll post a download link for all those who have asked me to send them to you.
I've got about 4 songs more to record then I'll re-edit them all to try make them sound as if they were recorded at the same time. Far out, I think that's about 14 songs.
From there on... Hayden and I are collaborating our music, so hopefully our songs will be more than twice as good if we'd written them on our own.
Oh and we're doing an acoustic competition on the 15th of April at QEII, just one song, get down and support us!
Oh and then on the 16th we have CWJ's last gig at Albury Civic centre. Again, get down.
Oh and double 'oh', On the 14th it's my birthday... but I really ain't looking forward to that :(

Old Fashion Fun

Yep so the other day Edwina and I took Pom for a walk and found a rope up this tree.
Funniest thing ever sending Edwina up there to retrieve it, I had to give her a boost, she basically ended up faceplanting into the trunk twice.
We got home and I found a broomstick, sawed it small, found some rubber grip things to put on the end and then off we went to find a nearby tree to hang it off.
Right opposite our house we found one, I climbed up and tied it in place.
From there on its history. But I tell you... its bought the whole street together haha and so many laughing fits and near death experiences haha.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Orange Chakra burns.

That's the thing about life, it's unsubtle.
A bird can be soaring through the clouds and be shot down to the ground in the time it takes to say... 'fuck you'.
It's not often I have a bad day but today really left me shaken.
I really hope life's consistency of being inconsistent continues and kisses me on the cheek as I wake up tomorrow and feel like an idiot for even being in this negative state of mind, that the sun glares through my window and I remember why it is I'm in love with living.
Either that or I have no reason for wanting to ever wake up again.

Realise that,

With great power comes great responsibilty.

Friday, April 9, 2010

My name is Judd and I absolutely crave the cock... and Madison.. at the same time.
:D:D:D
wooooo


I love you, xoxoox.

M.Allen

I don't know really how to explain the way I interpret her. When I read her blogs they make me creeped. I seriously think she misjudged my values. I also feel intimidated by her not in a way that I’m frightful - I just really don’t think she wants to get along with me. Also she thinks I type a lot 'smarter' than I am. Which annoys me because she's never met me. She wrote a blog about me for some reason and I don't know why, I haven't even met her and had no idea she read my blogs and so on - but yeah I just thought I'd put it out there.


http://bonjourmadelaine.blogspot.com/2010/03/juddlocks.html - 'lol', 

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Not Anti-Feministic, not Misogynous... Just Rational.

Although... Feminism is something that grinds my gears, you can get over it now if you live in Australia girls. 
We're all equal. If you don't think you're equal, then you never will. 
As for the the petty socialistic complaints of a feminist, I would just like to say...
There are dumb girls, and dumb guys.
Girls should stop putting up with assholes and find a genuine nice guy, they do exist.
The same can be said Vice versa.
As for only females being called sluts thing... 
Guys aren't sluts... they're legends.
Why?
Because guys *high-five* eachother for getting laid.
Girls however GENERALLY... choose to be be little snobs and bitch about someone having too much sex... most likely because they can't get any, or to try turn off other guys from getting with them.
Also girls... Don't think that a guy who has a past of a being an asshole towards girls is going to act different because you're 'in-love'... After a while true-colours will always shine through.
Drop the Ego's, the nastiness, the negativity.
Sex is natural.
Sex can be classy, or sex can be tacky... I guess it's how you express yourself and go about it that will impose judgements.
But I say... Fuck the judgements.
Orgasms rule.
This world could do with added endorphines.
Just remember wear a condom god-dammit!

Listen to whore to a chainsaw if you catch a disease guys... and remember... "Sluts were meant to be fucked" - Spencer.

Monday, April 5, 2010

Scenery Aesthetic.

Yesterday Jaxon and I went out to where his Dad was camping, on a private property alongside the river.
We both got amoungst Jet Skiing... it was seriously the most amazing fun.
I'd never loved life more than speeding upstream and racing Jaxon and stuff.
We ran out of petrol but, well I did... So I just had to drift all the way back.
I said to Jaxon, go get me some petrol so he goes off and then 100m up starts doing circles...
I was getting so frustrated with him! Get some freaking petrol already before you run out!
Then he did run out... after doing circles for 20 minutes.
Turns out his steering got jammed haha sort of hilarious it was.
So eventually Mark came along on a thrid Jet ski and saved us.
We then took some photo's, and then went to the movies, but ended up not going to the movies.
I ended up climbing to the cinema roof. Pretty skilled climbing stuntman I was.

Undercover.

The other day Jaxon and I went on the hunt for some more big fish eye mirrors.
We went picked up Ashlea.
We were scoping out a few near the medical center but saw security so legged it.
We then went to the Abandon Mill.
Climbed up to the 3rd story bit and found two full fire extinguishes, so claimed them.
Also a shovel I found a while ago to jam the door open... Claimed that too.
Also nailed two more mirrors.
We then drove to mine for like ten minutes and then went back to West Albury to pick up Alex from a house she was at.
On the way up Pemberton rd got pulled over by the cops as the car I was driving was being searched for, for suspected graffitiing on the medical center!
Haha I was shitting myself as I've had that many fookin fines lately and I wasn't sure how fast I was going around the bend, I also had a car from Jaxon's Dad's car yard that didn't have rego I don't think and Victorian P's... and they were like... "Why are you so nervous Judd!?"
I'm thinking to myself... because i hate you bastards! But said something a bit nicer.
They ended up searching our entire car/pockets.
Luckily I had taken the Fire E's and shovel out of the boot at mine, but I had kept the mirrors in there.
They were like what are these and I was like... hmm must of been there already.
Anyway... we got away fine, went to ashlea's, chilled.
On way back I stopped at the same place to get the screwdriver that had been in my pocket, that I had to lob before they checked our pockets... as I was doing that, Jaxon and Alex were flashing the camera to passing car, pretending to be a speed camera when the cops pulled over beside them haha, I legged my legs out and luckily the cops drove off.
When I got home I watched Passion of the Christ... five words: THAT SHIT IS FUCKED UP!
Then The Fourth Kind... again.
Then the next morning, my mum woke us Vegans up with Jelly beans and "orpan boy" as she'd calling Jaxon with Lindt Bunny... Oh how I envied him haha... but the beans were good! Ily Tra...
Happy Easter all, hope Jesus treated you well.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

My Amazing dream this morning...

I woke up and immediately started recalling this dream, more came back to me as I went.


I was on a school trip somewhere, we were walking as a group and it was night time. The stars were visible.  Something previous in the dream made me very excluded. 
Wait, i had been at a diving carnival, a perfect mix of melbourne and sydney. I forgot my dive sheets. I didn't make the finals.
Some girl I didn't know who had known me and was annoyingly talking to me beforehand ended up winning and it was a huge thing, even on tv because she was the underdog and I remember I went and hugged her and she was crying of joy.
I remember driving home with Edwina, I had a white holden ute for some reason and Tra had parked her car heaps in the middle and I managed to squeeze in by going up the side mound.
When inside we were getting ready for a gig and we were all pumped as.
I can't recall if we actually played the gig or not because the transition between this first part of the dream and the next part is kind of blurry.
So as I said at the beginning... I was with a big school group, possibly on school camp or we were about to do a musical performance or something...
Wait and I remember in the line I was with Ally and we were all happy and then we broke out into one of our random argument/fights, something to do with sex and her and the real reason she was on the pill or something, I don't quite remember but  she was finally accusing this 'matter' all on me and at first I tried arguing against but then I realised she was right or something. I then viewed the dream from Ashlea's perspective... Because I was watching me and Ally now and Ashlea said "judd are you guys already not talking to eachother' or something, and I made an awkward face and walked over to talk to her.
From there I was back in my perspective and I was happy and we were laughing.
As I said at the beginning, I felt very excluded from the bulk of the group from something that might of happened previous that I cant recall, or maybe just the general differences we had.
Anyway, we were walking as a group and it had been sunset/bright when Ally and I were in the line together, and now it was dark and the stars were unusually bright tonight.
We all stopped at a big green grassy field, a sport ground of some sort.
Everyone was sitting around on the wooden fence things.
I was sitting on the grass with my back turned towards them.
I was watching the stars and then all of a sudden I watched the longest 'shooting star' of my life.
It went from one horizon to the other.
I turned around to everyone and tried to stop all the conversations happening to ask if any just saw what I did.
No one had, and I was frustrated... I thought maybe I had imagined it.
I sat back down and then a heap of the stars just started moving ever so slightly, I literally rubbed my eyes in awe, sure at this point I was completely trippin.
I turned around to everyone I think hysteric in confusement now, possibly on the verge of tears, screaming at them to look or if anyone else was seeing this.
I thought it was only me, but then one of the teachers were like I can see it, and everyone else then caught on slowly.
Then for a 3 seconds or so, the darkness of the night turned into a grey blanket of clouds, like it was a storm in the daytime, and then a big black object in the sky, way too big for an airplane appeared flying high above us, moving away from us.
Then it went back to night and by now everyone was freaking out and running away.
I started to run when I remembered a lecture I had watched about the Galactic confederation of light, he said don't fear and you will be taken/helped to ascend to a higher dimension.
So I turned around from the crowd and started screaming "Take me!"
Literally within 5 seconds I saw a star swoop down and land 20 m from me, in a small rectangular, car like flying vehicle.
I walked up to it trying to push any fear out of my body, and the hood/door opened.
This is where it gets hard to explain.
It was an alien, extra-terrestrial... but It did not have a figure.
I just knew it was there. My mind just made a blurry figure of it, almost like a hologram, and it was an orange blur, height only up to my shoulder, but really it was only a presence but my mind was interpreting this presence of energy as a humanoid, alien figure... So I can't really describe exactly what its face looked like and stuff.
I don't remember it talking either but I remember us having conversations.
I walk talking but it was just projecting his answers telekinetically to me.
I was trying to be as brave as I can and make it look like I was keen to leave this earth/dimension with him, but then once I thought I had proved my braveness and dedication for wanting to leave I asked if I could bring along my friends/family and he replied with no, they need to ascend themselves when/if they are ready.
I then pleaded if I could go say goodbye and he agreed.
I remember the whole time in this small vehicle thing it was communicating through what to me looked like a tv screen, and I was more just an an interruption in the background, but he was communicating about the fact he had me.
I don't remember the trip but all of a sudden we were on the front lawn of my house.
I ran inside emotional as hell that I wouldn't ever be seeing my mum again.
Jimi was inside and I remember I was like... "where is Tra?" and he was like I think she's on a walk. I raided the house quickly but no luck.
I remember saying to Jimi to look out the front, because its a fucking spacecraft and said no more as I was determined to find my mum.
Ii went out the front and felt the energy of impatience from the alien and I said I'm sorry can we just wait a little bit? He replied sure thing but the (police) will be here soon as they're after us or something. Obviously a higher power than the local police.
I was trying my mobile to call her. Finally I though I saw her coming around the bend but it was Tez and a few others just randomly together walking.
I asked Tez if she knew where my mum was and she just looked disappointed by the fact my mum obviously wasn't home. Then Michelle and my mum walked around the corner, I gave her the hug of a lifetime, balling my eyes out trying to tell her I had to go and that I was never going to see her again and thankyou so much for everything and all the things you would say to someone if you knew you were about to die or they were about to die... Not that I would be dying but, it was a very emotional situation.
She seemed to have understood the second I hugged her... possibly because I never hug her or show much family affection, but also possibly because the aliens energy he was projecting might have made her understand faster, or possibly even my energy I was projecting, if I was already moving into the fourth density.
I said quick goodbyes to others like Edwina and then got to the vehicle craft and that is when I woke up.
More alert than ever. Not tired one bit.
I quickly tried to recall everything that I had just dreamt.
When I sat up, Jaxon who was next to me also had woken up and he was like I just had the most amazing dream, and I was like same!
Anyway, he's trying his out and so am I.
I'm wondering now if it's possible we shared the same strong frequencies being next to eachother, that produced amazing dreams?
If he also dreamt aliens then I swear it would be no coincidence.

He didn't dream Aliens... but it was pretty much the most amazing happy dream ever.
Both things we really wanted.

Just watched The Fourth Kind again... Now I'm scared.

Friday, April 2, 2010

Reflections.


Tonight I went to Paddys with Hayden and Sam... lost them in the first two seconds.
Took myself for a stroll, which turned into an adventure.
I managed to score two more big fish eye mirrors :)
I walked an effload.
Did some risky, scary things on my own.
Loved every second of it.
Eventually came back to Paddys and no one even noticed I'd left haha...
But Megan was there. I love her.
Then Roi. Ally was there. I love her.
Ashlea was also there and I also love her too.
We sort of proposed. It was nice.
I took Ally home and we talked for ages. It was nice.
I came home and Edwina, Georgia, and Bonnie were just chillin. I love them.
Now I'm just kicking back about to do some Meditation.
Oh and I'm eating Noodlebox.
I love it.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Epic Week.

So it's Thursday.
This time last week I had just woken up from a lame attempt at going to Roi with Squires and continued watching a lecture about the Galactic Confederation of light.
Stefan came over and he drove us to Wangaratta to watch Gabriel at the school Talent Quest.
We picked up Madison from work, then G.
The performances were great! Had fun watching.
Drove back that night and Madison came back with us.
We went home via Rowands house and he gave me the Camera and all the lenses, flashes and what not aswell as a quick "how-to" which really helped.


















Friday, Madison and I attempted at getting ready to go the Gold Cup Races, but in the end were just like... fuck this.
Instead we indulged ourselves in a day long photoshoot and noodle box. (Photo's from previous blog)
I had work breifly and then later we went to Wangaratta for the party Jai had for Aarons going away.
I was in the most bizarre, hypo-mood ever.























Saturday morning I woke up late in Madisons bed, she had already been up and out and around the world in time to get back to me still snoring my tits off.
We went out got Maccas/Jaxon and met Elouise back at Madisons.
Later said our farewells to Madison who had to babysit kids that night.
I drove Elouise and Jaxon home and later Ash and Stefan came over then we went to Ceri's birthday party.
It was fun :)
Then after a failed attempt at going out everyone ended back at my place.
What a hilarious night that was, there is a HEAP of photo's from that night on my facebook: Album Link.
Then when the night started settling down and every possible bed was overcrowded with people, Tim and Jordyn rocked up... BRINGING MADISON :D
So then we partied a little longer and went to sleep.























Sunday was a very lazy day.
Everyone with cars had left early in the morning so I had about 7 people and only one car which sort of ruined the day in way.
We made it down the street eventually and it was pretty sucky.
On the way home we went to Red-Rooster for their delicious chips and the KFC veg-twisters and then Hungry jacks.
The highlight of it all was we went through the drive thru in reverse.
It was hilarious! 
We thought we were so funny and at KFC we got the biggest bitch who wouldn't crack a smile if she won a million dollars, luckily everyone else inside found it funny.
Then Hungry Jacks we did it... whilst waiting for our food we had a lady in a car drive up behind us/infront of us looking pissed off as hell by what we were doing.
She had her son obviously in the passenger seat, he was about 19.
I thought I'd wave to him, and in return I got the finger.
I was like dude! WTF! We're just bringing some happiness to this cold, miserable world by driving through reverse.
Anyway, then he actually gets out of his car and marching over to my car dressed in UNIT and southern cross tattoos... yes I'm serious... hmm maybe he had head my song?
I was like 'ahh fack' *quickly winds up window and locks doors* and it was lucky I did too he fucking tried to get in the car obviously to beat the living hell out of me, failed so starts laying into the fucking window, fails, so punches my side view mirror off.
It was fucking ridiculous.
None of us could believe that someone could get so worked up over nothing.
He officially became the biggest cockhead i've ever encountered. 
Boy it was funny but!
Eventually Ash, Sam, Elouise, Madison and Myself made it home and we re-arranged my room and also the 'band prac' room got a huge make-over... I'm lovin it. So much more space for activities!
We even bought the Ping Pong table in.
Went to Rhys's late that night.
After Madison did both Ash's and my make-up that is.
I'm sure we must've all gotten high off the smoke there because when we got home we were all pissing ourselves laughing at everything.
Again there's more pictures on facebook^.
















Monday morning Elouise left us, so it was just Sam Mitchell, Madison and I remaining.
I was going to take them both home after work but we were like fuck it, lets stay another night!
So we got noodles and Jaxon and came back to mine. Sam Hamilton also came up and got amoungst.
















Tuesday morning I got up nice and early and left a snoring Madison to go get my car roadworthy.
I took Pom for a walk and lost my $50 note I had in my pocket... luckily I found it on the road.
Finally got around to taking Sam back to Yarra and Madison back to Wang, via Boost that was.
Sam's house was amazing! I took this pic from the 3rd story roof :)



















Wednesday, well yesterday... I had my first night alone in ages.
I got woken up by Edwina because I had to take her to school as well as take my car over to get some things fixed for roadworthy slip.
A fucking c#nt of a cop followed me for most of the way through wodonga, waited until I parked out the front of the car yard only then to make a scene and put his lights on.
He tried everything to fine me. Wasn't satisfied with an Alcohol test so he did a drug test too, that took fifteen minutes... the whole time his lights on and everyone watching.
Then eventually goes... your back p-plate isn't on... that's $117.
:O I was like are you fucking serious!!!? My back p-plate is always fucking on!
I had a spare I said I would chuck on but he insisted on being the biggest cockface alive.
I swear he took it off while I was posting a facebook status saying I'm getting pulled over by the cops.
Anyway... I crave the $117 dollar fines. Its always in Victoria so I refuse to go back there for a while.
Anyway I got over it... Hayden came over and we got started on some new Chelsea stuff, he left and I continued to record some of new songs.
Went to Roi last night and had a bit of fun also.
I took my headphones and just listened to my own music.
Smartest but lamest thing I've ever done.