I live by this quote.

''To every action there is always an equal and opposite reaction" -Sir Isaac Newton.


Works on so many levels and aspects of life.
Basically... Everything you do has an effect of somewhat.
So act, do and think wisely.
Physics just got emotional.

Think

I love people who can think extensively, out-of-the-square, rationally and make judgements accordingly in the name of love.
I hate ignorance.
I think that's the only thing I really hate.
If no-one was ignorant and people thought whole-heartedly not just about them but others and everyone, this world would be a kick ass place.

Also can I just say... Thankyou to those who actually give my blog the time of day.
I know i've become a little over the top lately.
Too much time on my hands and too many thoughts.
It's my diary aswell as an outlet to my thoughts, warnings and insights.
I write these for myself and for others to read and think.
Now that YNASNAB is over I'm not scared to say...
My blog is art to me.
I will enjoy reading back on these years to come.

I've got a secret.

I KNOW SOMETHING YOU DON'T KNOW!

OHHHHHHHH :D!

Eclipsed Collision.

29 years today.

If only you were still with us.

Born to fly, not bred to die.

New Chelsea Lyrics.

These walls are caving in on me.

Won't someone please help me break free?

I haven't felt the sunlight for so long.

When I do I'll be too far gone.

I was born to fly, not bred to die.

Can't you see this is not alright?

I wasn't born to fly, I was bred to die

All this pain for your taste buds.

My life never meant shit to anyone. No-one.

I hope I taste good.

My mouth just tastes like blood.

I hope I smell good.

Like Rotting flesh.

I'm not looking back.

I'd rather be dead.

A knife slits my throat,

as it dangles from my head.

Maggot filled carcasses lie beneath my feet,

What God would torture us, and serve us up to eat?

Why are all so blind?

Fuck this. This filthy race.

I would never be apart of this.

Fuck carnivores evolve.

You are the reason this filth still exists.

The worst is over now.

My world is over now.

You've set me free, now let me fly.

By your grace let me fly away.

Far from this cruel world.

Fly away from yesterday.

Slaughterhouses with glass walls.

The new chelsea song is written from the perspective of a chicken that's only lived within a cage.

While my mind is on the appalling topic watch this new video.

http://www.meat.org/?c=pmss

Too bad Lennon ain't still around... but McCartney will do.

F.F.L.A.D.O

I couldn't ask for better friends.
P.s I've found another best friend :)
and become better friends with a heap of others.
I'm going to fake my death, because apparently the only time all your friends will be together under one roof is your funeral.
But then I'll burst out of the coffin and will have arrived in heaven.
My life is and will continue to be a constant weekend for a while.
Oh how content I am with that thought.

Nuggville

Ma' main men got together today and recorded a new demo at my house.
www.myspace.com/horseyextendahc
ChelseaWontJump band practice tonight and also tomorrow night.
We have a gig on Saturday in Benalla and we're headlining.
New songs debut. Get down it will go down like titanic.
I swear on my soul I will allow all evil inside of me,
to throw my self around stage like never before.
So much ventilation.
Cannot wait.

Fantasy Landscape

Is where I want to be.

Hammer hits nail. Nail shatters objective.

My dream is to become lucid.

I'm going to start trying to record what I can remember of my dreams.
www.dreamlocksdiary.blogspot.com
Your more than welcome to stalk it, but if I find my dreams are too personal or something I may have to privatize it.
Lucidity, who needs drugs when you can sleep.
Goodnight.

I didn't ask for Theatrical Matrix to change the script.

Climbed the wall of death tonight.
This time I bought some friends.
Luis came up with me while Hannah and Alex chilled like ants in cordial.
Jumped down from halfway and rolled all the way down the bark hill, not good for the sunburn lol, but accidently looked and felt cool. We then almost jumped on a train to Sydney. One day.
Ceri lent me Mighty Boosh Dvd's to satisfy my urges for Noel. Mmm.
Thankyou Ceri I love you.
Then we apple tv'd youtube video's before basically falling asleep on the couch.
Thought I best leave and somehow didn't fall asleep whilst driving home.
Now I'm awake again however.
But I'm still dreaming.

Praise :)

Had to go out to Jindera this morning to coach.
It was heaps of fun, I love being the only Coach.
Some of these kids i've known for a year and half now, and I've got such a great thing going on with them.
Its good, because although I'm Mr. Do what I tell you to do, at training, I've become such good friends with them all, I'm their mentor, coach, psychologist even sometimes haha but most importantly their friend :) Hell! They even call me 'Uncle Judd'?! I always try to make it fun for them as I personally think enjoyment is the key to success. I was a great swimmer sure, but I lost enjoyment from it and quit. But yeh, I do rather enjoy my job. I love how the kids love me, as annoying as they can all be, and the parents too :)
It was really great today though, I had kids hangin off me left right center... literally at stages.
Our club killed the point tally too.
LOL and I just got a text from the club president:
"Juddy, Bryan* can stay in Thailand, who needs him when we have you. Thanks for everything today. It's obvious why all the kids love you, us parents reckon you're alright too. From a grateful president."
Aww :):):) how cute.
Also after the meet I organized a game of waterpolo with all the kids and some parents too, it was fun but I got way too sunburnt!
I'm now red as my Ute... and my Uke.
*Bryan is the head coach fyi.

I think Edward Cullen should be played by Noel Fielding.

Yesterday: Went saw Mark and Stella, then went got Gabriel and Alex and we went for a rad bush drive and somehow didn't get bogged, taught G how to drive haha then we went met up with Maddison and went got Noodles and then tickets for 'Where the wild things are'. Kate and Grace met up with us too. The movie was rather odd in my opinion, I was the only jerk not to cry... didn't even know it was meant to be a sad moment, next thing i'm wiping tears off Alex's face.
But G loved it so I guess I do too haha. Then everyone left so Alex and I were like... sickkkkk. What to do?
So went to Maccas, then went back to waterworks and she took bloody mary for a spin.
Went to the hospital after that. No she didn't crash surprisingly, just visiting my mother.
Then to Jaxons. Then he came with us to Monument, the moon was crazy, oval shaped and cheese yellow.
Pulled the acoustic out for a bit. Then busted a couple banging in a car, I thought the guy was gonna bash me as he was death-staring me, so we legged.
There was NOTHING on party wise so went back to mine and chilled out.
Alex reminded me the beauty of Noel Fielding and Russel Brand, 'big fat quiz of the year' ftw.
Youtube it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kW8Z1whPtuk (wouldn't mind that cape lol)
I would turn gay for Noel.

He talks crackers and makes me feel all giddy. ;)
Ahh, keep talking Noel... your voice is remedial.

Times like these

that we forget about our pathetic little issues and learn love. 

Poor Farrell :(
Never rest in peace, you're too insanely rad for rest.

I hope it's good wherever you are now.
You'll be missed by everyone who ever knew you, or even saw you play a show.
I'd like to meet someone who didn't like you.

Everyone is gonna miss you dude. 

xxx

I subconsciously tried to warn myself.

'A prophecy' came true, I should have seen it coming.

Simon says...

He doesn't have time for me this week.
Dang. Hmm.
I like having guitar as a hobby.
I feel sorry for people who never really gave music a crack.
It levels me. Finished a new song the other day, also wrote one this early morning.
Both uploaded to youtube. Metube?

I'm allergic to oxygen.

The skies fall and the weight is pressed upon me.
Unlike a blanket it's cold under here.
Suffocating in darkness.
My mind is not where it should be.
Nor my body nor my heart.
Get out of my bed and out of my head.
She's dressed to kill, 
she wants me dead.
These wings were a trap.
All the breath I wasted, flying high.
Lets the rain push me from the sky,
cleanse us all while we fall.
The loved, the lost, the dying, them all.
I've never been so unsure.
The words unspoken shed no light,
to an explorer who has lost his sight.
With little time, and little space,
He's gone missing without a trace.
The lack of air shows a lack of care,
I'm left here ripping out my hair.
Tonight I started to smell the past.
My senses may return at last.

What you see, is what you'll get.

Buying an iPhone tonight. 32gb White 3GS.

Trying to attain myself the perfect honda crx asap.

Then really all I need and want is a sick house, and all the technological essentials to within it.

Oh and and SLR would go alright so I could take cool pics of all my prized possessions.

Oh and tattoo's, seriously... for me I'm too much of a perfectionist to figure out what I want.

I've recently got a couple of idea's for chest script, but i want colours and symmetry surrounding it and I want something original, wings seems a tad overused. Fucked if I'm ever going to think of enough idea's to cover the amount of skin I hope to soon/one day cover.

Oh and I want to jump from an aeroplane, preferably in a wing suit.

If I can at least do that i'll be fine with death.

Hmm. Second thought. The more I get, the more I want more.

I will never be materialistically satisfied.

I will be happy, but never 100% satisfied.

There is always more out there.

THIS IS HOW I FUCKING ROLL!

P$K43V4FU


Get on your knees.

Prophetic

I've got this visualization in my head of who and where I want to be as soon as possible.
I've become obsessed with fulfilling this.
I couldn't even sleep last night because I felt like I was wasting time, though I know It's going to be a semi-long process. This time next year would be great to have achieved this.
I'm not telling you because its embarrassing to tell people stuff like that? Don't know why but it is.
Ok. I've got to remember everything else in my life, not get too focused.

HELP. Is this a haunting of some sort?

Yo. Last night Jordyn and I were just being idiots making funny video's, but after we watched them back we both got rather frightened by a reflection of a girl.


First Video: Just us being funny.







Second Video: First ten seconds in the reflection of the container I hold up... See it!?





Third Video: Tried to recreate it, figure out what it could've been.





We're baffled.
Slightly freaked out.
There was NO-ONE in that end of the house when we were recording the video.
My mum and Edwina were up the other end sleeping, and it's too chubby for them anyway.
I ended up having to wake my mum up, that's how scared we were lol, she was just as freaked out as us.
We tried to prove it was just a reflection from the tv, but failed time and time again.

I JUST WON A CD!

Haha fuck, take back everything bad I ever said about Facebook.
Lol apparently I was "Partyoz Albury"s 500th friend, and there was this big hype as to who would win and then I just stumbled upon accidently and WHAMMO!
I just rang them up and I get the new ministry of sound cd.
I'm gonna pump that bass through my new pimpin' ride hopefully haha.

I get obsessed to easy.

Tomorrow I'm going to convince my mum, to convince me (with her re-paying funding help) to buy this car.
Seriously, it's just so sexy. Who cares its only got 2 seats. It's just like a mini sexy ute.
If I need more seats, i can just take my mum's car, or Edwina should hopefully have a car soon enough and I'm sure she wouldn't mind driving this whilst I borrowed hers her something.
Help convince me to buy it. Or not to buy it.
It's $7,800, Honda CRX Del Sol 1993, in Melbourne.

Pro's:
Looks rad.
VTEC.
Targa top convertible.
Power steering/windows/mirrors.
Ex-showmodel car.
Cheap.
Sick Sound system potential.
500km on small tank, fuel efficient.
Only in Melbourne.
I'm sick of wasting money on the Doom ute.
(However could sell it for $2-3k)
I presume I could re-sell this car for a reasonable amount.
In my opinion, its not over-done and/or dero looking, and not too gay looking.

Cons:
Only two seats.
Not much space for shit in front (but plenty in boot).
I'll have to get the hang of manual, although that excites me.

Please do give your opinion.
Fuck. It's 5am.
But yeh... I want a car that's rad, and me and reliable and convenient.

Also, wouldn't mind getting a better front body kit happening, not too sure on the curve.

If not this, the 1990 model, when done up looks pretty dang, and has a tiny squishy back seat.
But that shits rare on Aus net.

Feedback please.