Jo Jo

That is all.

We speak for those who cannot.

Apart from WWIII,
Christmas for me involved going to Melbourne as always.
I got an iPhone3GS which I was very lucky too,
also got given a bit of money.
With the money I managed to buy two singlets I liked,
one tie-dyed b/w for $20...
and the other one was amazing.
As soon as I saw it I was in love, so the fact I paid $80
for it surprisingly doesn't bother me.
Kiss-Chasey is a sick brand. Not band, not related.
John Lennon. 'War is over. (If you want it)'.
It's the print of the posters/billboards John and Yoko posted all around the world to help end the Vietnam War. ('The U.S VS John Lennon'- Watch it.)
The top half is an image of a muriel pave stone
with the word 'imagine' and flowers making a peace sign.
(Click the picture and zoom if you're really keen for details haha).
Point is. I love the phone. I love the singlet.
I love John Lennon.
I wish John were still here.
John would have my back.
I've found my Yoko and we're ready to rule the world, together.
All he was saying... is give peace a chance.

Now or Never.

I just thought I'd show you this, I watched a while ago and found it amazingly inspirational.
You can not watch this guy and not get shivers and a smile. We're the greatest.

Eight.

It is late. So late it's early.
It is fate. So hurley Whirly.
You were great. Great wall of China.
I was bait. Your vagina.
I can't wait. Can't wait for Sunday.
I can date. Because it's Monday.
Complicate. Then Meditate.
Life is short. Appreciate.

Nitris Oxide.

Nearly all of my heroes and idols;
Dead or Alive,
smoked weed.
Doesn't mean I ever will.

Interpret that however you like, 
it was just something I realised today.

There is no fence to sit on.

"The writer, when he is also an artist... is someone who admits what others don't reveal."


I know you're all out to get me, to pick and bitch about all the nitty gritty aspects of the things I say.
I know you think my bigotry makes me look as though I cannot love anyone other than myself.
I know this isn't true.
I know I am a very nice being and will always put others before myself.
I know pain exists for a reason.
I know that this world is wrong.
You would too if you made that pivotal moment to turn around and walk against the crowd.
Think and walk to the beat inside you, not to the beating echo's of dead generations.
Just for those few seconds of walking backwards, you should realise that everyone is walking to a dead end with their eyes shut tight.
Save your legs, turn around and let's straighten ourselves back on the path of evolution.
Although you may not see it, perhaps never... 
I stand for love.
Nothing but love.
However...
Love does not stand for hate.
It's black and white and I'm selling it like soap.
There are two alternatives.
Love or Hate.
Peace or War.
Life or Death.
Either you see something is wrong and do something about it,
Or you do nothing. 
In my eyes, you are no better than the man with red hands.
I learnt a valuable lesson in grade 5.
If you know someone's getting bullied and you do nothing, you are just as bad as the bully themselves.

I see death people.

Your body is connected.
But not your eyes.
Your eyes cannot see.
For those who see as I see, our world is life.
But for those who are blind, it is death.

VEGRINCH

 "In their behavior toward creatures, all men are Nazis. Human beings see oppression vividly when they're the victims. Otherwise they victimize blindly and without a thought."

          Isaac Bashevis Singer, author, Nobel Prize 1978

Hope you all enjoyed your tortured kill on a plate on this phony day of love.

All I know is that you can't build any kind of spirituality on the misery of other beings.

What I liked most about the film Avatar was the natural equilibrium they had with their planet.

They were evolved far beyond the human race, although the humans were the ones with all the technological advancements, they were so far behind.

I know I'm talking science fiction here, but if you do your research you'll find that this is incredibly true.

Most of you will think I'm loony so I'm not going to delve into my knowledge on such aspects.

Basically we need to learn how to love, and this world would enter a higher dimension.

A much greater understanding of ourselves and the universe.

I'm sorry I be preaching my Vegetarian morals on you all, as I know how angry it makes me when I see Christians do it... thing is... if a man named Jesus Christ actually was here performing miracles and there was 1st person proof of him and his message then I would endorse it.

Animal cruelty is real.

It surrounds us, hidden most the time, but everywhere.

I just don't get why people can think it's ok?

If it were happening to them or their loved ones, or even the human population...

They wouldn't have a bar of it!

I always relate slaughterhouses to Jew camps but I'm going to say it again.

Humans are the Nazi's, animals are the Jews.

I like to compare Vegheads with Brad Pitt's character from Inglorious Bastards.

Just like the Germans feel disgustingly embarrassed for their ignorance and stupidity in what they did to the Jews, I hope the whole human race feels the same way about their treatment to animals one day.

Humans aren't the only species on the planet, they just act like it.

We're not superior to animals at all, they've earned just as much right to be here and to be free as us.

Just like us they feel pain. Some of them even have more sensitized nerve systems etc, the pain could be worse.

So while you allow your body to be a living grave, think about the torturous life your christmas roast had.

It was more than likely factory farmed, unless you killed your own chicken.

This involves procedures that to humans would be defined as "extreme torture".

 The bird had three toes chopped off and was 'debeaked', all without anesthetic of course.

De-beaking involves amputating the highly sensitive beak tissue with a hot blade, or pliers... and it causes life long pain and suffering. Both de-beaking are coined as 'necessary' so the birds will not peck an claw one another to death out of misery and frustration in the warehouses they 'live' until they reach the slaughterhouse.

Not to mention the other forms of torture we inflict on them, to list a few:

The intensive confinement crowds thousands of birds basically on top of one another, on their own shit, breathing in ammonia fumes caused by the shit, which causes ulcerated feet, destroyed lungs and eyes burned out by the fumes. Not to mention the emotional frustration and stress which causes insanity.

They're fed a nice diet of anti-biotics to keep them alive in their hell long enough to get them to slaughter, and growth hormones which make their bodies grow way to fast for their physical strength to keep up, many dying of heart-attacks.

Finally they are put out of their misery in the most humane way possible.

Yeah right. Having their throats slit and being stunned by electricity is humane.

In truth, the electricity razors through the birds eyes, eardrums and heart, causing unbearable pain, like they haven't already experienced enough.

Merry Fucking X.

Vegetarians live longer than meat-eaters. Have fewer diseases. Eat in peace.

We're just better people than you.

Vegans being greater.

Try Vegetarianism.

Peace :)

All I want for Christmas...

Another body.
I want too much.
This heaven is hell.


Today I smelt every little detail I had tried to erase,
I was back in my perfect state of mind,
in a world of heaven,
in my head.
Strawberry bubbles and candlelit warmth.
When I finished inhaling,
I had just relived it all...
Frame by frame,
Each sense more cherished than ever.
I'd become so adapted and reliant,
What the fuck was I doing?
Everything changes, it always does.
I'm over changing that's all.
I was content.
I'm too worn out to climb back up,
I just feel like losing grip.

xEVEx

A bit of a diary entry here;
Last week and a bit has been hectic.
Seen and chilled and played with about everyone in the universe.
I haven't had enough alone time to get the simplest of tasks done, but I love it.
Drove marks car around last night, witnessed a guy get K.O'd and rumor has it he's dead.
It's fucking disgusting, testosterone at it's best.
Roi. A place for sluts, drugged meatheads and outdated fashion... strutting, shuffling and punching on floors stickier than the cum they still have dripping from their belly length dresses.
Fuck you.
Point is people like that sicken me.
No who am I kidding?!
They're fucking awesome, great entertainment.
Aliens must watch our world and laugh.
Anyway... I got home at like 3am and had a cyber music session, tried sleeping at 5am...
Failed woefully on several attempts to clear the music from my mind so I gave in and played guitar until now.
8am.
Not going to try and sleep, I'm too awake, going to buy Mum's (etc) Xmas prez.
Got no idea so please help!
Leave to go to melbourne at 3pm.
Tomorrow's Christmas and I get to see my beloved aunty Lendy ;)

Like Severus Snape...

I've made gold intentions and sacrifices that won't be realized until it's far to late change anything.
Remorse.
It only works if I die first, as soon as possible really.
Take that back, you'll see all in a flashback.
Come 5th dimension you'll see the life we could've had,
you'll take a deep breath through your nose as you bite your bottom lip.
Fuck eh?

Dear, Fire in my eyes...

I'm trying to blow you out. 

You're not trying to burn... 

Yet my minds still in flames. 

Is this oil or water? 

Or just one of your games?

Positively negative.

To be positive, is too ignore all forms of negative.
It's hard to always be positive, when there is so much negativity;
when it takes effort in maintaining negative distractions.
Company kills negativity, if it doesn't then perhaps you need some better company.
Happiness is best when shared, I love that quote.
I can't ever really remember being positively thrilled whilst being alone...
But I think we all crave some alone time.
To reflect, to be sad, to get shown the comparison to being positively happy.

Nocturnal

For the past week I've gone to bed when the sun comes up.

420 limit can eat me alive.

How can you go to bed dead? Eat me alive. Of course its possible you american idiot. AWWWWWW SHIIIIIIIIIIIIT! dangeliciously vicious. FUCK TIME. no not sex time, fuck time... its shit. I just wannnnnna live (like good charlotte the spider). I believe in Holden Caulfield. stimpy, gimpy stampy, grampy. This is bowelllllllshitttttt. THIS IS BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLSHET. Will someone get this moth off my screen? Anyone? Noah? Richard Nixon? Nikon the Camera? I have a friend named jason and he wishes his dick was behind his ass so he could penetrate himself. I'M WALKING ON SUNSHINE! WOOOOOOOAAAHHHH--AAHHHH--OHHH! He's nothing but a wife beater. That was no dance accident. Only Hitler himself could pull off a moustache like that. Pimp my room? Fuck my ride. Ride me. Fuck me. Lets fuck on a bike. Isshefilthy? OHHHH SHEEE FALTHY! I hate tanned girls. Shit-smeared back window. Love a pierced clit. Ummm I'll get that in gangsta size please... Yes 100XL. What the fuck does emancipate mean? I would love to use it in a sentence. You wanna say that again? SQUEEEEEJY. Christmas is all about the economy these days. What ever happened to Jesus? Oh yeah... he dead. Do kids ever wonder how old Santa is? Nothing lasts forever. What goes up... must come dowwwwwwwwwwn. Fuck that spikey haired poser emo cunt on pimp my ride/ like dude... you look like a porky pine that just got dumped by your girlfriend, and as for the tattoo's/// well. you used to be about the music. Now you're all about the band. Midget Ghandi ATTTACK!!!!! Fuck the tribal shit. Pimp my asshole you fatherfucker. OOOHH HELLLL NOOO! You're not cool unless you're wearing flares. I've always wanted to get raped by a gang of girls. Too bad there's no gangs around this part of town. This part of town. IM NOT REALLY A MAN. I'm a horse. I'm a broom. How is that even possible? Dyke power. UNITE! If only I had a vagina. Then what would the kids that picked on me in pre-school say? Aint so tough now aint you mamma...? The owls are coming. Dripping. Why the fuck would you want a pair of binoculars? Revolutionary. Let me see where you bleed from. Piss and Poo, is the the look of your car. BITCH. this aint pimped it PUNKD! 3:50. GET EM OUT GET EM ANGRY! I like to touch you. I really want to touch you. I don't enjoy white sheets. Crunchy beds scare me. Make me touch you, or else ima tooch you. That is a fine ass. He'd fuck her even if she did have a pet snake named Sally. Fuck emotion, limits. Fuck Supre. Off your chest. Mummy why are you so fat? Gel is so lame mate... unless we're rolling in it baby. ROLL ON ME BABY! 0n M3 BaBeeh. I'll have one original orange juice and a large quim juice explosion. EXPOLLLLLOOOOOOSSSSIOOOONNN BABY! Explode. Implode. Corrode. Shutdown. System is slowing. Eyes are fading. Starlight. Starbright. Its no full moon. So Goodnight.

Two years until it all ends.

Happy Birthday Jaxon.

Lou Bert.

I'm not going to lie... I fucking love you.
You make this world heaven for those brief seconds.
Fuck religions that persecute masturbation (that word is so foul), that shit should be worshipped.
Pure lifesaver, puts my brain back where it belongs.
Sorry.
Just being honest >.<
If you dislike this blog you are probably female and/or not being honest with yourself and should definitely get one up ya.
Orgasms rule.
Thinking I might get a shirt saying that haha.

Mothers know best.

My mum's opinions matter most to me... they're always so spot on.
This is just one of the many conclusions I came too in one of Jaxon and I's D+M sessions.
But seriously... my mum's opinion on the whole Tiger Woods scandal the other day was so good.
So against the normal opinion, but she has alot of life experience to back it up.
Also I think it's why I don't tell her my personal stuff because one of my biggest weaknesses is how impressionable I can be, I'll figure it out.

Here I stand

Under this tree once again, ropes attached.

PEACE-NICK

Step into my shoes.

This summer for me is all about bare-feet.
Shoes are stupid.
I like the trashy feeling the natural skin brings.
Soon my feet will have hardened over so I'll be able to walk on glass... and water too.
Yesterday afternoon I walked past the bended elbow and everyone just stopped talking as I awkwardly scurried past.
Met up with a sexy gang of people, as I walked back past the Pub this guy, absolute meathead, has the nerve and complete ignorant rudeness to today's society's acceptance on just the concept of love in general, to say, loudly and proudly in front of a crowd of equal douchebags:

Meathead: Hey man.
Judd: yeah?
Meathead: You look like fucking faggot.
Judd: *doesn't think of a good comeback fast enough* Thanks :)

But seriously Albury... outdone yourself!
I just laugh.
Enjoy your mutt-ugly bimbo-sluts, matching UNIT wear and your fat disgusting appearance.

I'd rather be a faggot.

Dreamwalker.

Side fringe is so 2007.

DON'T JUDGE UNTIL YOU SEE ME IN REAL LIFE!

It goes off, the above is/was bed hair,

Never been more satisfied with my self cut ever.

Yesterday and todays events (not in order):

For once I did nothing today. Slept with Jaxon last night. Made a shirt yesterday, I'll debut it in my photoshoot with Row tomo. Went into Maccas in my undies last night. Mitch bought me some food. Swam in a pool. Loungeroommoshpit. Pretended to be possessed. Scared myself. Carols by Derolight. Human backpack. Cut my fringe. Bathed in JELLYBARF! (So amazing, worth your ten dollars!) Arrived at work late. Left work early. Dodged falling tree's. Ate the best noodles so far. Walked dean street barefoot (Shoes are so 2008) Recorded another song (its posted on my music myspace).

HSC Results.

80 for Music and Drama.
70 for Adv. English/Biology/Maths.

I expected between 50-60 due to the fact I seriously did not study.
My study was read some practice tests the night before, and make alot of music.

Should've gone better in Drama but my theory would've let me down heaps haha fuck it, at least I know I got 29/30 for trials monologue. Music was my highest mark... that surprised me as I thought I would've failed the Aural test, performances were ok-ish I guess... but I had glandular and could barely sing.
English... really should of actually read that book, because I just bullshitted my way through one essay.
Maths. Can't stand that shit so very surprised I even got that.
Biology... for my trial I got 27 haha so big improvement there. I guess I simply learned from my mistakes and the one past paper I did was identical to the real thing. However that was the exam where I answered EVERY extended study question... when we only had to do the one of the area we studied.

My message to anyone doing this unstressful nuisance in years to come.

Don't bother learning. Its not about how much you know, its about how how you score.
The questions are always the same generality so...
Don't waste years of learning in class and forgetting everything over such a long time scale.
Simply study past papers and buy the books with the answers and remember them, (I only did one past paper and it more than doubled my marks for both maths and bio).
Would cut out all the bullshit.
Some subjects that don't work.
Do subjects that you actually like and enjoy, not if you think you're good at them.
Oh and nothing is ever as serious as they make it out to be.
But fuck all that... who gives a shit just enjoy livin' the dream.

My music.

Still cannot think of a "band" name for my solo. Thinking. Help me! Suggest your favorite words! Wonderful words like "enchanted" and stuff, or little things that symbolize me eg. word "locks" lol.
www.myspace.com/juddlockz 


Added a heap of new tracks and songs I've been working on and some other old ones. Will be adding more tomo. Its just a pre music myspace. When I get my studio recorded track back I'll be turning my Myspace into a music profile.
But yeah... Check it out, listen to the lyrics, listen to me sing woefully at 4am at night and tell me thoughts. Thankyou :)