Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Worship Thyself.

Worship your inner God. Battle your inner tyrant.
As a race we're following the path of the prophecies we make.
This world is controlled by other beings far more spiritually evolved than us.
We can change our future for the better, if we just learn love.
I'm keen to enter the fourth density of dimensional living.
Earth is long ready. So lets cut the crap.
Wake up to your own existence... our abilities are far beyond our dreams.
Stand as one united race of beings, and love.
Love conquers all.
United we stand, divided we fall.
I'm sick of falling. We've been falling over the same stone, over and over again.
How many times can history repeat itself to make us feel the urgency for change?
We haven't got long. Before we kiss freedom goodbye.
Forget everything you ever learnt about history.
it's all been tampered with, altered by time travellers to help manipulate our future.
The future is never set in stone, it doesn't exist.
The present is where you are.
Break down the barriers about what you thought existed, and what you thought was impossible.
It's all out there. Right under your nose.
They can never take our free-will.
Not if you stay true to yourself.
Do you know what you are?
You have no idea.
You don't even know who you are.
You don't know where you came from?
Our race.
They told you we originated on Earth did they?
Everything they ever told you was a lie.
We are so far from the truth, we are even missing an eye.
Spirituality has been tortured by religions.
Find yourself.
Be yourself.
Open your mind and hope to fucking fate they save us,
the pure.
Royalties.
Nothing but a conscious swirl of energy.
Nothing but love.                        















Jesus only exists because people believe in him.
Fuck Jesus. No superiority. No inferiority.
We are all one, all Gods of our own.
You create what you believe.
I believe in love.

Peace.

Monday, November 30, 2009

Aries.

These things know me better than I do.

http://www.cybercity-online.net/hussn/html/all_about_aries.html

Tofu rules.

I've got nothing to say.
I'm not happy, not sad... just living.
Trying to get back to my happy self.
So there you go... I do have something to say.
Wait there's more:
Cootamundra was good, it was a good change, good drive.
For work. Was good though, I was the only coach and I liked it.
The kids forced me to show them a backflip after the swim meet,
the front flip however didn't go so well haha.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

$$$

I put a uke I bought up on ebay today finally... one of my to-do's,
and someone's already bidded $100 !!! I thought it would be hard to sell.
What else can I sell?
My soul?
My morals?
My dreadlocks?

The hour before sunrise...

The brims of the skies turn a mixture of blue's and green's, woven into a fading black.
I made myself a to-do list yesterday and wrote it up on my wall and gave myself a two week limit to do them all.
Did two today, eight to go.
Mark came over after work today and we chilled and went down town and stumbled upon Stefan, Maddi and Kate, we chilled some more, went back to mine, went back to albury to pick up Alex, went back home and chilled out major. Stefan and Mark left and Jordyn came. Alex and I had a music sesh, and she made me insecure about playing musical instruments because of how much she kills the piano.
I gave her my bio bible and we also decided we're the boy/girl version of each other.
Just dropped them back home.
It's 5am. Fuck that.
Tomorrow I have to travel frickin' three hours to Cootamundra all alone :(
Stay the night somewhere and wake up early to coach kids at swim meet and drive back.
So it might do me some good.
I'll take my guitar and finish all these songs I've started.
I doubt there will be internet so your welcome to text me.
I'm over my anti-cyber-rehab nonsense.
Silence just makes me over-think.
I want chest tattoo's badly, lots of colour, fantasy and meaning... help.
I've gotten so close to a heap of people lately it's been great...
but I just miss Madison :(

Friday, November 27, 2009

Up your arsenal!

FUCK YOU DR. NEFARIOUS !
I win.

16 and pregnant.

That MTV show is disgusting.
Propaganda against population growth perhaps because it certainly turned me off from ever wanting kids.
Abortions FTW.

I'm becoming a Wiccan.

If I knew everything I did now, and had the opportunity to rewind to this time last year I would happily take it. Any more than a year would be a drag.
Imagine how much confidence you would have in re-doing the things you previously were unsure of.
It would speed things up a hell of alot too.
I think i would speed run 6 months into about 2 months.
Except for school and stuff which you can't speed up, I would however JUST practice past exams, well hang on, i'd already have in memory my essays i wrote and the questions and stuff.
Oh it would be fun.
Be like watching a favorite movie over again, with bonus scenes.
Although doing things differently would create a different future, and new issues would arise...
I would still take it.
Rewind to the hottest day of summer when we got to Wagga and played with The Bride, floated down the river please.
Maybe I should memorize a winning lottery number just incase I ever encounter such an opportunity.
Woah and you could like beat a famous artist and record one of their songs before they do.
I would probably take advantage of you all.

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Thursday, November 26, 2009

Girls do what they want...

Boys do what they can.

Earth is crying.

Wash us all clean.

If you need me

I'll be in my room.
I'm banning myself from the "world" for a few days.
No myspace, facebook, phone.
I will however write the odd blog.
So if you need me desperately (which i doubt in a million years)
and you can't come see me in my room,
You can contact me through here.
Work is an exception unfortunately.
I've become an addict, and I need rehab.
See you all soon hopefully.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Not the American Average.

Playlist back up.
I can't get enough of this band.
Punch a hole through your wall... GET ROWDY!

Monday, November 23, 2009

Fireworks.

You make me want to come forward and tell everyone just what is up, because I know they'll take my side.
But I'm way too considerate to do that to you.
Keep it up however and i'll prove it to you.
Regardless of all this I'm still here. Well in my head, but here... waiting.
I know I have it in me to forgive and forget, but I'm over being a pushover; (edit: ok so im not)
So please let me know when you come back.

Maybe you'll find me there.

Woody was down from the dandz and while his lovely Bianca was at work we had some sweet bromance and came up with this song. THIS IS A REALLY CRAP PREVIEW OF WHAT THE RECORDED VERSION SOUNDS LIKE! but we didn't get finished so we thought we'd just show you the first verse and half of the chorus. p.s woody hit the most amazing harmony in the recording OHMYLORDY it made me gazz.



We didn't nail the harmony unfortunately in this, but just you wait hahaha.

:D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
That made my day. hahahahahahahahahahah
Oh boy that is SO good.
BRING ON THE MIND FUCK GAMES!
haha how pathetic, hilariously pathetic.
Its times like these I thank myself for researching a way for everything.
What an absolute joke.

Run Ditch! RUUUNN!

I wish my fear of schoolies, last year in that terrible time of my life, hadn't scarred me stubbornly against going.

Why should there be a care in the world?

Sunday, November 22, 2009

All in my head.



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If you're not real...
Then who was it that loved me?

I know it was real.
All in my heart.

Lyrics

Never made so much sense.

True self image.

It's 8.20 am and I just got home from Madi's party, Sophie and myself got kicked out awkwardly at 5 am haha and continued our conversation in the car for another 3 hours, after this blog... sleep all day.
Its really great having someone like her to talk to. Well anyone to talk to.
The more you verbalize things, you analyze, realize and conclude.
You only need for them to listen, because no-one is going to talk to themselves,
but when you obtain their reactions, observations and opinions it really helps you to see the whole picture.
Overall deep conversations are great because they are filled with honesty and zero judgements, only observations, which help you understand yourself and others.
We live and we learn.
I've been down this path one too many times.

Self observation made, with Sophie's help:
I am protective over my image.
I know who I am, and I don't want others to perceive me otherwise.
I stand for some big things and if my image is ruined, so is the perception of what I stand for.
I know I do everything to help others over myself, whether they see it or not... yet.
I strive to be the nicest possible person possible. To bring happiness to this world.

In conclusion, I don't appreciate all the mind-fucks and games people play for the wrong reasons.
I am a mind fucker, but with a good moral purpose.
I don't like people allowing my image, my true image, to be threatened with lying suggestions and bitchy intensions.

My image represents my true self, my inner self... not just my physical.
Just because you're image is fake and at standstill, gives you no right to try and ruin mine;
Sacrifice mine to promote yours.

Friday, November 20, 2009