It's 8.20 am and I just got home from Madi's party, Sophie and myself got kicked out awkwardly at 5 am haha and continued our conversation in the car for another 3 hours, after this blog... sleep all day.
Its really great having someone like her to talk to. Well anyone to talk to.
The more you verbalize things, you analyze, realize and conclude.
You only need for them to listen, because no-one is going to talk to themselves,
but when you obtain their reactions, observations and opinions it really helps you to see the whole picture.
Overall deep conversations are great because they are filled with honesty and zero judgements, only observations, which help you understand yourself and others.
We live and we learn.
I've been down this path one too many times.
Self observation made, with Sophie's help:
I am protective over my image.
I know who I am, and I don't want others to perceive me otherwise.
I stand for some big things and if my image is ruined, so is the perception of what I stand for.
I know I do everything to help others over myself, whether they see it or not... yet.
I strive to be the nicest possible person possible. To bring happiness to this world.
In conclusion, I don't appreciate all the mind-fucks and games people play for the wrong reasons.
I am a mind fucker, but with a good moral purpose.
I don't like people allowing my image, my true image, to be threatened with lying suggestions and bitchy intensions.
My image represents my true self, my inner self... not just my physical.
Just because you're image is fake and at standstill, gives you no right to try and ruin mine;
Sacrifice mine to promote yours.