Sunday, November 22, 2009

True self image.

It's 8.20 am and I just got home from Madi's party, Sophie and myself got kicked out awkwardly at 5 am haha and continued our conversation in the car for another 3 hours, after this blog... sleep all day.
Its really great having someone like her to talk to. Well anyone to talk to.
The more you verbalize things, you analyze, realize and conclude.
You only need for them to listen, because no-one is going to talk to themselves,
but when you obtain their reactions, observations and opinions it really helps you to see the whole picture.
Overall deep conversations are great because they are filled with honesty and zero judgements, only observations, which help you understand yourself and others.
We live and we learn.
I've been down this path one too many times.

Self observation made, with Sophie's help:
I am protective over my image.
I know who I am, and I don't want others to perceive me otherwise.
I stand for some big things and if my image is ruined, so is the perception of what I stand for.
I know I do everything to help others over myself, whether they see it or not... yet.
I strive to be the nicest possible person possible. To bring happiness to this world.

In conclusion, I don't appreciate all the mind-fucks and games people play for the wrong reasons.
I am a mind fucker, but with a good moral purpose.
I don't like people allowing my image, my true image, to be threatened with lying suggestions and bitchy intensions.

My image represents my true self, my inner self... not just my physical.
Just because you're image is fake and at standstill, gives you no right to try and ruin mine;
Sacrifice mine to promote yours.

5 comments:

sophia smithwick said...

the was the best analysis of that whole entire conversation i could of ever come up with in a blog sense.

i love you. yes, talking is definetly ftw in my book. always has been always will be. you just gotta find those ears that dont judge.

i love your image(ones whole self persona or what ever conclusion we came out with) never change it. even if im only scrapping the surface of what is yet to come. i love what i have discovered. yet again.

you live life they way some people are too scared to. so take it as one huge compliment when someone in this life of ours trys to bring you down. even if its the ones closest to our hearts.


enough feed back for you..

fuck ily.
i love you.

and life is one big conversation that some people are too afraid to start.. clearly you have started yours and its time for others to start theirs.

sophia smithwick said...

the was the best analysis of that whole entire conversation i could of ever come up with in a blog sense.

i love you. yes, talking is definetly ftw in my book. always has been always will be. you just gotta find those ears that dont judge.

i love your image(ones whole self persona or what ever conclusion we came out with) never change it. even if im only scrapping the surface of what is yet to come. i love what i have discovered. yet again.

you live life they way some people are too scared to. so take it as one huge compliment when someone in this life of ours trys to bring you down. even if its the ones closest to our hearts.


enough feed back for you..

fuck ily.
i love you.

and life is one big conversation that some people are too afraid to start.. clearly you have started yours and its time for others to start theirs.

sophia smithwick said...

the was the best analysis of that whole entire conversation i could of ever come up with in a blog sense.

i love you. yes, talking is definetly ftw in my book. always has been always will be. you just gotta find those ears that dont judge.

i love your image(ones whole self persona or what ever conclusion we came out with) never change it. even if im only scrapping the surface of what is yet to come. i love what i have discovered. yet again.

you live life they way some people are too scared to. so take it as one huge compliment when someone in this life of ours trys to bring you down. even if its the ones closest to our hearts.


enough feed back for you..

fuck ily.
i love you.

and life is one big conversation that some people are too afraid to start.. clearly you have started yours and its time for others to start theirs.

allystuart said...

babe i love you. keep being the way you are.. because you are the perfect juddlocks. p.s i found the cool card you made me this year, its the best and its hanging on my wall.

juddLOCKS said...

the one where i did the really cool writing of allycat?
thanks ally :)