Thursday, February 25, 2010
I was looking through all my old notes and stuff and found this and laughed.
I love Irony.
It's been a long time since my sleep pattern has allowed such.
I always feel so lively after morning swim training.
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
It was mind-fuckingly-orgasmic, I crave trippy movies.
*Spoiler alert*- Do not read the next bit if you have not seen it yet! (It's in white so just highlight it).
For those of you who didn't get it... He was insane, and then cured, but then pretended to be insane so they would kill him as he "didn't want to live as a monster"... Instead "Die a man".
But yeah... Reminded me of a mix between Fight Club and Flightplan.
Leonardo Decapitated reminded me of Luis the whole way through!
Today I went around to Bryan's (head coach) house and we went off to the Gym and he ran me through an arms and chest workout.
Hardest thing I've ever fucking done. My muscles were spasming and twitching like a motherfucker.
Basically did a range of different arms workouts as 3x15, then increase weight, 2x10, and increase weight, 1x5.
This whole thing started the other day when I was talking to one of the Dad's, Troy... who used to be a national weight lifting champion and could bench press 260kg or something ridiculous.
He told me I need to start in-taking alot more food, which I have most definitely been doing and consuming lots of protein after strenuous activity and carbs beforehand etc.
So I just came home and cooked myself a heap of Tempah, it was dang good actually... I cooked it like sausages w/ bbq sauce.
I need to find a vegan protein powder shake however :s they've all got milk solids in them... I guess I could maybe deal with that as I was talking to someone today who owns a dairy farm and he was saying that their cows have it great, but agreed that some don't have it so great... So I don't know, I'll do some research.
Point is... Troy is keen to be my personal trainer, as long as a few of the other guys in the club, for free.
So I'll be hitting the Gym Monday/Wednesday/Friday as well as Swim training most days after work.
Also Bryan told me today how he wants me to stay in Albury for a while if I can because he wants me to take over as head coach and get some experience when he leaves... That'd mean $60k/year and after that he said I could basically get a job anywhere in Australia that pays at least that much because of my experience and qualifications. Not bad.
Oh and just randomly my mum had the scales out yesterday and I weighed 63.5.
Hopefully I can put a few kg's muscle on as I continue to be "turned into a machine" as Bryan said lol.
(The below picture is a joke just fyi)
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
I had to coach and swim.
To keep it brief I felt pretty sick still from the cold that's plagued me all week.
I won the backstroke with 31 and came second in the breastroke 35 and qualified fourth for the big 100m Freestyle final.
On Sunday I came 3rd in Fly 29 and second in freestyle 26 and fourth in the individual medley.
As for the 100m final I knew I was going to die out after 50m as I haven't trained like everyone else, so I just showboated the first 50m by getting way out in front and then cruising the second 50m.
It was on WIN news lol and there was a pic in the paper aswell.
Oh and I also got age champion somehow!? Not a bad effort for three years and no training.
OH and even more excitingly our club won which is a first for history because it is the first time a small club/which isn't so small now and isn't Albury/North Albury/Wodonga has ever won.
Afterwards we went back to the river and had some celebrated.
I jumped off this ridiculous tree and pulled what I would like to call a "batflip".
I also nearly became a para when I jumped off this other tree,
the water was just past my knees and I didn't check :s
I did a nice sitting to rolling backwards backflip and luckily didn't die.
Monday, February 22, 2010
Horsey played. It was fun. We filmed it so i'll post it soon.
It wasn't the best set we're capable of but not a bad first gig effort.
Afterwards a heap of people came back to mine.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
The reason being?
I feel I "know" what is right and what is wrong. Simple. Just like most people.
However the people that accuse me of being tunnel-visioned usually are the one's that do not agree with me on certain things.
That's fine if you don't agree with me.
Truth is a perspective.
However... To gain the best judgement of the "truth" you have to look from more than one perspective.
Can I just state...
If I'm heavily one sided on a topic it's because I've given both sides a chance and through logical understanding of moral judgement, one side has proved itself blaringly "right"- or very convincing to say the least.
When I say I've researched both sides, believe me I have, and I will always give each one a fair go.
So when I decide what I "know" is the right thing... It's not just instinct, but rationalised thinking, research on all sides of argument, proof and experience.
I constantly challenge my belief systems and look for new truths that may outweigh the old ones.
That's how evolution works.
People always call me narrow minded and i get very frustrated and upset because I'm very open minded about anything as long as it's reasonably sensible and isn't selfishly/emotionally fueled.
Most people that accuse me of being close minded, I feel, are the close minded ones.
They never seem to know much at all about why I believe what I do... and I think if they did they may too actually see my perspective as rather reasonable.
Otherwise, they're emotionally attached themselves to a belief, become stubborn or selfish.
Alot of my beliefs I know are not "truth" down to every last detail, in fact some I doubt are remotely "true" at all... but I feel they're alot closer to most and on track to further discovering what we hope to find out one day...
That is the Truth.
That is my perspective.
Another thing that bothers me is how people always try and throw the word "preacher" at me.
The only place I may actually do the most remote bit of preaching would be my blog...
and that's basically because it's my blog, my opinion.
I'm not trying to change anyone... just make people think a little.
I presume you 100 or so people follow me because you're interested in what I have to say?
Otherwise if it's something like smoking and I've showed disapproval, consider yourself lucky I care that much about you as I don't really care if people smoke in general, just wouldn't do it myself or advise it.
I also love a good debate... I don't really consider that to be preaching either, just challenging each others values.
Not right now, but very soon I plan on clarifying all of my beliefs and opinions and why I believe in such. After you have taken a look and consider that, then you are welcome to challenge both our beliefs and sidings or simply state why you came to a certain belief, different or the same.
Until then... Much love readers :)
The more you search, the more you will find, the more you will know.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
They were inseparable.
Joint at the hip.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
I wake up with a text from a girl named Marnie saying:
"hey lol!guess what ? The guys in my year are trying to chat up your sister lol ! Haha"
Also one from Brodyn:
"Hey man its Bro. Im jus at da swimming 2day nd some kids from my skool r chatting up ur sis so I gave them ur number instead of hers lol. Hav fun."
That's when the texts started flooding in.
0438966999: Hey babe. Your looking pretty hot today. < Smooth stuff, but people are generally creeped out by stalkers.
0488713425: Hey wats up? < Seriously? Oh yeah not much just at the swim carnival you twat! So you are?
0488230595: *Calls* r u the chic from the poo who did the divini? *Calls x 3* < I think I'm in love with this smart young lad! Oh he'll be the best husband! A Lawyer hopefully! Yes, I did a poo in the divini.
0428337214: Hey whats up
0428337214: Oh by the way its peter whyte < Oh Peter!! For a second there I thought you were just some creepy stalker I didn't know! To think you wasted 25c to tell me your name, as if that was your golden ticket.
0427293482: Hey how u doing
0427293482: Did you win any races 2 day
0427293482: Hey how u doing did win any races 2 day
0427293482: Have u got a bf
0427293482: I love you, and I want to be with you forever. < Ok so the last one was just me haha but seriously! Guys! Is this how you get the chicks! Fuck me! I always wondered how I got such amazing girls, now I know it's because I'm not a total fuckjob like the rest of the pussy hunters. Oh and for the record YES, she did win all of her races and the diving and YES she has a boyfriend.
As for advice for women... play a little hard to get! I mean... ignore his texts and he'll just keep coming back for more!
It gets better however, the Mastermind himself, Brodyn sends me a text later...
"Haha thanx. Yer I thought ud like that idea. One of my many brilliant idea's lol.
So anyway might I hav ur sis's no. ? Lol" < Haha I've got to hand it to this kid. Last swim meet in wang he got with a 12 year old haha she did look about 19 but!
THANK YOU SATAN!
But I have a different theory towards Illuminati...
It seems a bit too far fetched the whole Hail Satan ceremonies and stuff... Personally I believe in a thing called
"The Elite" - They are basically 13 Annunaki amoung us that control the world, to mislead us etc...
One of my favourite websites, Destini... have a forum about such..
and one day A user under the name of Royal blood logged in for and hour and stated he was a member of the elite and this everyones chance to ask him questions...
the amazing thing was he wrote back to each question almost instantly with insane length and accuracy...
He said Obama was an Elite, but bush was a mere puppet... he also said Einstein was an Elite! I was saddened haha
but we also had a spirit talk to us (Sam Wright and I) in huge detail about this topic and he too said obama was an Elite so :s
Also the whole "owl" worshipping stems from Sommerian text/Annunaki and also "Alien Greys" as it represents not only "seeing in dark" but "watching" and theory goes that alien greys are enslaved by Annunaki also to watch us and if you watch "the fourth kind" trailer you'll see the similarities.
I could go on forever and suggest vids to watch but you probs don't wanna hear it haha... go to my thinkers forum but... its got ALOT of stuff there (links on right column of my blog)
Also "attainable minds" website covers everything and anything about anything remotely conspirical or hidden truths, sometimes far fetched imo ;)
Wtf the similarities growing! this is actually mentally retarded, im also quite the super-atheist also!
Hehe cept I don't percieve myself an athiest as that's to believe there is no chance of God, if you read the God Delusion by Richard Dawkins he explains how there is different levels of athiesm but I hate technicalities... If you're gonna class yourself as something that's not 100% why you agree and believe with then I dont see he point, it's just so people can categorize themselves so it's easy to explain or to put on myspace or something.
The reason why I'm not an athiest, because although I don't at all believe in the deities of pop religions I'm not going to completly rule out the idea of a god... Like I always say... I don't know what God is, but I know what it isn't. I don't think humans should even bother trying to comprehend such a thing as we are incapable so don't dumb the idea down to a man that watches everything you do... that's what Santa does and we all stopped believing that when we were 10 yeas old.
I almost fell for panthiesm but decided there were too many things I didn't totally agree with plus it lacked alot, but the idea that the universe and consciousness is god, because as we only live in a third dimention and there has been 11 proven that is all we can observe it as, energy and electrical impulses and our brain simplifies them into what we believe is our existence. The truth is none of it exists.
Consciousness, energy and time are everything in my opinion.
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Today I had to get up early, felt like absolute crap, to drive to Holbrook for a swim carnival.
Was pretty fun but, although it caused my Valentines to lack Madison.
Oh and Merryn is a babe.
Plus I have a spongebob drawn on my front, thanks Alex you SLUT haha.
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Got awoken by Hayden and Sam banging their brains out on my window at 9am.
Attempted a Horsey practise, went down town in search for Sunglasses for Sam, came home and ate some of my Mums amazing Vegan Pizza she's been making lately.
Jack Jones the beautiful lad came over to finish recording vocals on a song him and Hayden made, will finish and post tomorrow if anyone wants to hear it it'll be on www.myspace.com/ditchdemos - Jaxon's song is also on there!
Then Hayden recorded a double track electric guitar song for "New Chelsea" I'll call it.
Then I went to work, wait! It wasn't for work however!
I, Judd Ditchfield, got in and trained for two whole hours tonight, yup :)
Reminded me I'm an absolute skitz with way too much energy.
Does anyone think I might have ADD or something?
I know all my teachers probably presumed so, and alot of other people.
It's just when I'm happy I go nuts? Makes sense I guess.
Then I went around to Jordyn's, well not hers, but the place she was house sitting.
We got freaky in a house so Antiquey :)
I love that girl.
We've decided we're going to make a video amongst an unexpected audience in Dean St or somewhere of us fully singing and acting Moulin Rouge.
It's happened before. We just didn't have a video camera! So get excited guys :p... It's going to be hilarious.
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
on Friday I went to beechworth to have sleepovers at Gabriels.
Madison and Ellie also joined us which was lovely.
We watched trainspotting and the IT Crowd.
At one stage I lost my shit and spat coke everywhere.
The next day I travelled back to albury to play my new guitar I bought :)
then picked up Jaxon and Alex and went to Wang for Jai's birthday gathering.
I was a moody piece of shit for most the night and I apologise, I came through later but, I have to remember that playing guitar always puts me in a good mood, oh and thanks to Alex too!
I also apologise for missing Ally's 19th :( I'm incredibly dumb and forgot.
Happy birthday for today but Ally :)
Also can I just say I love how the group of friends I have are from everywhere, like all my friends that revolve around the music scene, from albury, wodonga, wagga, beechworth, wangaratta, yarrawonga... It's super cool how we always get together spite the distance.
I stayed at Madisons house that night and had to wake up super early for work in yarrawonga.
Got there at 10am and no one was there, turned out I was lied to, 11:30 start :|
It was so hot. On the way home I saw these two girls on the side of the road hitch hiking and as always I pulled over for them.
They were feral. I had to put up with them all the way back to albury.
I met Zack Furst at QEII where I dropped off the ferals from beechworth.
Zack was lovin the fact how gross they were haha turned out they had sex with Parkway the other night, got kicked out and egged parkways tour van.
Zack confirmed this with the fact that parkway have a thing in which they have to root a gross girl then kick them straight out haha.
Zack bought me noodles :) and then we went over to wodonga and visited Alex at work and she gave us lots of bakers delight goodness. Then i dropped Zack home and went home to bed.
Slept a few hours then woke up only to have another 6 hour phone conversation with the anonymous formspring sensation... Bonzaiboi.
Today work was so hot and humid so I got in and trained and then afterwards went to the movies with my mummy, Edwina and Jimi to see "nowhere boy". A film about John Lennons childhood that's only out for a few days.
Much love whoever read this :)
Saturday, February 6, 2010
There's nothing better than a good breakdown.
Friday, February 5, 2010
So I could read your every thought.
I just want to know everything, or else I'm unsure.
It's hard to be yourself when you're unsure.
I over analyse and then analyse again until I feel as though I'm living in the fifth dimension.
I can see myself and everyone in every possible situation that could be possible at every possible moment.
Oxygen. I knew spending the majority of my swimming career underwater trying to do this would one day pay off.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
True story, bit embarrassing really.
Anyway, I re-recorded it just yesterday.
Listen to me :)
Here's the super lame lyrics:
I'm glad we've overcome all the bullshit from the past 2/3 months.
We had a photoshoot with Wade Lowe the beautiful boy, was so much fun.
I'll post all the photo's once he finishes with them.
These holidays were amazing, last school holiday ever for me. Thanks friends for making my holiday :)
Especially Jaxon, who became my brother these holidays.
I'm not going to university or anything this year.
I'm just having a year to do what I want to do.
I want to try hard to get somewhere in music this year.
I will also jump on any dramatic art options I see or am given.
I also should start thinking, just incase, of any backup plans with what I want to do in life to make money.
How I hate money.
This life would be heaven if everything was free.
Bring on the Venus Project.
You guys are amazing.
Sorry I've been a bit slack on the old blog posting lately, I guess my mind hasn't been racing as much as usual.
I've been writing alot of blog idea's down in this break however so soon I will try dedicate some time to typing/scanning/drawing them all up :)
To my 103 followers, and the followers that don't "follow" me as such...
I LOVE YOU :)
I would do anything for you.
Monday, February 1, 2010
You have your downs.
You ride in circles, round and round.
Your friends may leave,
and lose their seat.
But more new people
you may meet.
It can break
and it can wear,
but someone always will repair.
You can leave at anytime.
Or wait to get kicked off.
Or perhaps an accident occurs
and sends you flying off.
Some people you will never see,