Friday, May 28, 2010

Modern Day Edgar Cayce.

This is an audio Deep Trance Meditation (DTM) session by Douglas James Cottrell set to images and subtitles to help summarize and convey the meaning of the words. If you are unfamiliar with Douglas' work, he is a trance intuitive in the same vein and style as Edgar Cayce. Search on his name for other videos or visit his website ( for further information.

This is what that lady came up to me the other day at work randomly, meant by Ley Lines.
This is also what I meant ages ago when I had that huge 2012 rant about the pyramids being made with levitational aspects.

Wanted: Australia's Biggest Cooldudes.

Fish vs Cat vs Bird

Sorry, Fish vs Kangaroo vs Bird*
GRR! I'M A DOG! (zoom it lol I snapped it just as she finished yawning)


Ruff Ride.


Didn't mean to have the lens flare but I accidently saved before I could undo.
Learn from mistakes. This wasn't a planned shoot, or pose, just tested my wireless flash was working.

Buster Baxter.

So this is the rabbit we found roaming our street. He's a lovely personality. He's ours now.

Edgar Cayce- Most amazing man of our time.

Please do yourself a favour and watch all these. I haven't put 1/5 here because it's more about Nostrodamus.

What this says about our existence is mind-blowing.

Such a good idea...

Go figure.

(For those who don't know Steggles is the company that you get most this countries chicken.)

The Welcoming.

The serpents from within awoke from hibernation in a failed attempt to protect me...
From the swooping of the grim vultures had long flown east.
But you've welcomed them back to nest in my skull.
Peck and claw the ligaments of my eyes.
Make sure a blind eye's turned from the cover of darkness that sweeps from their blackened wings.
I've watched these flesh hackers tear up sanity all around me,
It was only a matter of time they smelt the scent of my vulnerability. 
If it's true what I've seen, then it may be true what I hear.
A scattered jigsaw is beneath my feet and if we both refuse to clean it up...
Then someone else will soon enough.
They'll weigh the pieces for what they're worth.
They won't push sharp corners into blunt edges.
We both know the final image anyway...
We just play the roles that the black feathers caged in our heads condone. 
They taught me only to teach you too well.
It's ironic but I can't love them enough to set them free.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Dear Tumblr'z.

I hate you.
You do nothing but steal pictures and post them and put some stolen line under it like.
"Let me inside, it's cold out here" and tell people to check out your amazing, cool as blog like it's not the same as all your friends tumblrs and all their friends tumblrs.
Yours Truely,
Judd Ditchfield.

P.s I did not steal this blog idea from a super secret and cool blog source and I'm sorry I have put more words than pictures.


Quite keen to add this badboy to my collection:
I need something live that can sound like an acoustic on clean, not an electric guitar on clean.
But sound decent with a bit of distortion/gain.
As well as something that's not as bulky as an acoustic.
Gave it a try yesterday and I'm fairly in love, but I'm not the biggest guitar expert...
Anyone got any better idea's than a solid acoustic?
I mean it is a pretty rare sight so I doubt there's gonna be much advice to offer.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Remember File2HD? Miss it? Read on...

Ok, I'm gonna keep asking rhetorical for a bit...
Wish you could steal music off myspace from bands that rule but don't have Cd etc?
Well I know some people must because they keep asking me haha :)
WELL! I have the perfect solution for you.

Sounds long and tedious but actually takes like two seconds (plus the song length) if you know what you're doing... I'm just explaining it for n00bs.

What you will need:

1. An AUX(ilary) Cable. (Headphone jack > headphone jack- you can buy these at any car stereo place)

2. A computer with headphone and microphone jack.

3. A music recording program... 
    Windows? Audacity. It's simple/It's free...
    Mac users can use it too but I'd use Garageband.


1. Plug one end of the cable into the headphone jack and the other into the mic input jack.
2. Open up the myspace page or youtube or whatever you want to record and have as an mp3 etc.
3. Open up the Audacity/Garageband etc.
4. Make sure you set preferences so Audio Output is headphone-jack/built-in-output and Input is the Mic jack.
5. Hit record. 
6. Go to myspace page etc and press play.
7. Make sure nothing else (iTunes etc) is playing.
8. When the song finishes, stop recording.
9. Cut the song so it starts/finishes immediately.
9. In garageband "send to iTunes as mp4 etc" and in Audacity "export to wav" and then in iTunes create an AAC version and delete the big WAV file.

Point is it's perfect quality.
If it's too soft or too loud you can either turn the volume up/down (before) you record, or turn the volume down/up in your editing program.

I think you can actually do the same thing without the AUX cord if you fiddle with the settings, but for me, for now, an aux cord is easy enough ;)


I hate going to sleep.
I hate waking up.

Us Against the Arcane Eyes

So the past two weeks I've spent a bit of time with the lovely girls Grace and Juliet.
They play beautiful acoustic music, I posted their film clip up here a while ago...
Well check out the songs we recorded!
-Grace and Juliet Myspace-
I can't get the songs out of my head.
Do yourself a favour and listen to it with headphones/speakers, I have a hatred for music in laptop speakers!

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

what are your thoughts on the powerbalance bracelets?

Ahh thankyou for reminding me!

Watch this if you don't know what we're talking about... (see bottom)

Well I believe in the whole idea of binaural beats and the frequency they transmit and how it resonates through the brain.
This is slightly different... but either either.
Placebo is a very strong thing.
The human brain and structure has been told it can't all its life... so ironically it takes an object that people believe it will happen TO happen. Quite Ironic... but that's the basis of some medicines I believe... natural tablets especially... ive lost the name but a lecture I watched on TED.COM one time proved that.
So I don't know.
I guess I'm skeptic.

What i'm curious to know but is...
I can produce the frequency of 7.38kz or whatever it was/is... if i put it on, played it... the sound frequency of that... (which is basically binaural beats concept)
Would it have the same effect as these bands?
For free?
I don't see why it shouldn't... in fact... shouldn't it work better?
Since it's directly resonating through the brain?

Remember guys... everything is just frequency.

If I was dead?

Sunday, May 23, 2010

The Real Reason Marijuana is Illegal. *DISCUSSION!*

Now I know the same 'facts' are pushed around the "legalize marijuana" agenda, so I'm here to state these, discuss some idea's and ask some questions.

“Why is marijuana against the law? It grows naturally upon our planet. Doesn't the idea of making nature against the law seem to you a bit . . . unnatural?” - Bill Hicks.

Now rather than just repeat all the facts and conspiracy's etc I'm going to give you a quick debriefing if you are completely new to the idea, if you want a full blown description and historic recount then I suggest:
The Marijuana and Hemp Conspiracy - But a quick google search will find you tonnes more.
Or watch these in order:

So if for some reason you can't watch those video, in a nutshell...
The plant 'Cannabis' has two varieties: Hemp/Marijuana (Learn the differences).
It is a basically a miraculous plant. 'A gift from God' you might say...
Or if you're like me and believe that God to be an Alien race, 
then that too is suggested as the plant is nothing like any other plant on Earth.
Hemp products are basically endless, from stronger-biodegradeable plastics, to paper and oil...
This is the reason why the big oil companies etc realised Hemp, a natural, easily sustained product, 
that can grow in even the harshest of conditions had to be ridden in order for them to keep earning big $$$.
This was done through close personal links between govt. and corporations and ridiculous propaganda was produced in the media through films like "Reefer Madness"... the gullible society of the time (1930/40's) were easily persuaded and went on to be parents of the baby bloomers generation.
Hemp could well solve our world hunger problem if given the chance as its nutritional values from hemp seeds are incredible and the plant can be easily grown in any condition, inexpensively.
Marijuana has more beneficial values than just getting you high too.
It has many medical benefits (see here) < also it busts some myths.
If weed is so bad then why aren't alcohol and cigarettes illegal? Cigarettes alone kills 1200 a day and serves no medical purpose and is also physically addictive. Marijuanna is not physically addictive. 
Weed can help get rid of headaches nausea, can help meditation and stimulate your mind. 
Its only illegal because the government wouldnt be able to make any money.

“They lie about marijuana. Tell you pot-smoking makes you unmotivated. Lie! When you're high, you can do everything you normally do, just as well. You just realize that it's not worth the fucking effort. There is a difference.” - Bill Hicks.

There are many different perspectives regarding the Cannabis, here's a few:     LOL@GEEK-CHIK--- Click Image!
The Uninformed - People who believe the misinformation that Pot is harmful to society.
The Government - Pot has been illegal for so long that no politicians have the political courage to tell the truth about Pot. The ones that do tell the truth are defeated by their opponents that paint them as a druggie. Many of these anti-drug politicians are funded by the Alcohol lobby.
Religion - Anything fun is sin and of the Devil. Churches might lose members as people figure out that God can't be that stupid.
Moralizers - The morally superior who enjoy looking down their noses at the less fortunate and get a sadistic thrill in putting people in jail.
xEDGEx - These people who don't drink, don't smoke, in some cases don't even drink coffee. They just don't understand why anyone would want to smoke anything or do any drug. From their perspective the world would be better off if no one did anything.
The Alcohol Lobby - Legalizing Pot would seriously cut into the sales of Beer. Pot would become the recreational drug of choice because it is safer than Beer.
The Tobacco Lobby - Pot has the ability in some people to help them break the addiction of nicotine. Pot smoking could actually reduce the number of tobacco addicts.
Law Enforcement - There are a lot of people who make a living fighting Pot who would have to go get a real job if Pot were legalized. Police departments get a lot of funding to fight Marijuana and those funds could be returned to the taxpayer if Pot were made legal. Cops would have to chase robbers, rapists, and murderers.
Government Agencies - Using unconstitutional civil forfeiture laws the government has been able to use the presence of Pot to steal billions of dollars of private property from the People. Drug laws have been an excuse to circumvent our constitutional right and justify wire tap laws, the erosion of protection from illegal searches, key recovery encryption, and domestic spying. If you take a politically unpopular position like this one I'm taking now, the government can plant drugs on you and put you away.
Pot Dealers - If Pot were legalized then people making money off of selling Pot illegally would be out of business. Pot prices would drop to $10 a bale. Crime relating to illegal Pot money would vanish.
Political Cowards - Politicians like to pose with police as somebody who is "against drugs" promising to lock up all the pot smokers and throw away the key. These people need an artificial issue to be against so they don't have to face real issues like how to protect the public from crooked lawyers and crooked judges. Political cowards cross all party lines when it comes to pot and includes President Clinton.
Others - The list goes on and on. The whole world would be affected in a big way.

I'd like to have a discussion...
Have you consumed marijuana? If so, how so? Remember you don't just have to smoke it.
Why? Social fun? Anyone here tried using it as a spiritual or mind enhancer?
I want you to keep in mind, it's not the same if you were under the influence of any other drugs/alcohol. 

All my heroes smoke(d) marijuana... I've always said I wouldn't... 
I'm starting to think that I'm a sucker to the corrupt corporations and government.
I still condemn Alcohol and other drugs, this just seems to be different.
Perhaps it really is a gift from our ancient alien visitors?
If we were to start life on Mars, Cannabis is the plant they plan on growing, as they know it will grow.
Perhaps this plant does uplift attempts at mind control and the robotic-ness our corrupt society creates.
Perhaps the only way to write a good song is to be high as a motherfucker?

;) Peace!

P.s If you would rather watch a family guy episode to fill you in on the sitch then here it is: 
Watch Family Guy Season 7, Episode 12 - '420' - "Everything is better with a bag of weed".

Cold-Blooded Chiller.

Woven, worn and shredded at the seams;
there becomes a gaping hole that let's only cold wind in.
Stitch it back together, patch it over, sew it shut.
The more wear the more tear.
Eventually there's not one shred of existence of an original strand.
It's all patchwork, the same pattern;
inflicted on a once new sweater;
A sweater that once kept you warm.
The same wise words of weeping poets are forever told.
The same beginnings. The same ends.
Repeated twists and familiar bends.
Caging each other within emotions will never grow old.
The handle lifts and the bars bend.
The balance shifts and the game ends.
Sun shines warm on bare skin and hands are held once again.
The weather was never cold to begin, only hearts open to the wind.

Friday, May 21, 2010

Ancient Aliens, Astronauts and Atomic Action on Gaia.

A documentary from the history channel two days ago...
'Ancient Aliens'. -So informative, so amazing. Get amoungst it.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Ponder by the Pond.

Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.

Over-prepare, then go with the flow.

What other people think of you is none of your business.

Time heals almost everything, give time time.

If ignorance is bliss, then why aren't more people happy?

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Hypnotism is a natural blessing we've come to laugh at.

Warning: Epic frustrated/informative rant...

A while ago I went and saw Steven Spellmaster...
Ashlea and Joel both were successfully hypnotised... like I'm talking for two hours they were off their lid crazy.
It was hilarious. Hypnotism was something I've always thought I might enjoy doing in life.
Hypnotherapy and hypnotism when applied properly really do work.
I know a few people that have done the quit smoking hypnotism sixty minute program and have literally stopped any craving of smoking almost instantly. 
The more I learn about life and they way it works, they way our thoughts manifest reality I've come to realise that virtually anything is possible.
We've become a world run by greed and fear.
We all think how society trained us to think.
We act and react how society trained us to.
There are no rules, no wrongs, no rights... not until you make them.
That's the thing... you didn't make them... you let someone else make the rules for you.
Society has told us to mourn and fear death instead of embrace and celebrate it.
I've always had a problem with not just illegal drugs but pharmaceutical drugs too...
Most of the time i'd say they're a money scam, they don't work, they are addictive and people become dependent on them as well as a long list of side effects.
Society has trained us to believe we need them when we are sick and because a doctor said to take them they're safe and work.
Because people believe that, because they took a panadol, they will feel better...
that's what the thought acts upon when it manifests reality and that is the final result.
It's placebo. We've all been brainwashed, mindfucked and hypnotised.
We are the perfect suggestible subjects.
I found this lady on youtube, she is a qualified and highly trained and knowledgeable hypnotist/hypnotherapist.
She's a bit wacky at stages but she offers a good amount of her services for free on youtube unlike most, I suggest you watch this video if you are on any medications or anti-depressants or want to quit something etc, or want proof and reason to hate the medical empire as much as I do.
I just hate how materialistic this world is.
How determined we are to remain physical and keep everything impossible and keep the truth and the facts of our body and many other aspects of life and history sound wacky and ridiculous.
Everyday I awaken myself more and more but am getting tired of people remaining living robots,
I can't really make a difference on my own, this calls for collective consciousness and awareness.
Things like telepathy, have been proven, yet do you think we get taught things like that at school?
No we get taught how to live and remain in the physical world.
We're living OUTSIDE of our bodies.
We need learn about our bodies, our brains, our minds, the possibilities, not just the facts but how you might go about using them. It is stuff like that, that should be taught to our kids.
The law of attraction, why isn't that taught at school?
Motivation and inspiration, psychology classes? Alot more useful in my eyes than how to analyse a movie.
Why is it people can show us that it's possible to levitate, produce a high voltage of electricity from within the body, heal cancer just by the power of thought, lift boulders by the use of horns.
Science tells us everything is frequencies... the world goes, 'oh cool', not wow, maybe we should figure out how to change our vibrational frequency to something defies gravity? Something that can resonate into a dimension higher than the third?
Ahh. I swear to god. I wish I could pause life and just think... think and realise how insignificant everything about our lives becomes when your just observing it and not interacting with it.
Take dreaming for instance...We honestly ignore the significance of dreaming in our world.
Do we not realise that we can create such realistic living through thoughts, then life itself could be just a projection and collective design of thoughts? Because that's what it is!
I've always wanted science to experiment with a secluded island... somehow if a baby could raise itself... survive without us setting up anything for it... just what that baby would learn.
Hypothetically of course... would it discover the natural and lost secrets of the body and of life?
Would it be able to fly because it was never told of limitations.
Would it even age and ever die?
Imagine what life might be like if nothing was ever suggested to us.
Anyway... here's that video:

I'll continue this rant anothertime... it's fucking late.
Night robots.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

How was your day?

Well, my wake up call was bad news so it didn't really make my day innitially...
I was later rang by my old music teacher Ms. Kernaghan and she asked me if I would record an Albury High school album and to give her a price in the next week, so that lifted my spirit a bit.
Then I spent most the day waiting to get my car, finally did, spent a bit of time cleaning and re-wiring speakers and such...
Had to go to work to help some deaf kid joining the club and then when I came home...
I got Hayden and Sam around for a band prac on our new, new band we're starting... a pop/rock/acoustic band.
It was so good. I taught em buried alive, and its sounding amazing... and then we decided we should try learn covers on top of things so we could play at paddys and stuff, so we learnt 20 Good Reasons...
We have a gig on June 8th at Sanction and we have to do a blink 182 cover if we want to play.
I just walked Sam and Hayd home and we discussed the fact that we were put in the same street for a reason... perhaps this band is what fate has wanted from us all along?
We also discussed tattoo idea's we could all get to represent our neighbourly upbringing love etc.
So my day went from bad to good.
Thanks for asking.

If I was dead?


Lyrics for my new bands second song.

These were the first few breaths he breathed with utter fear.
A voice inside his head then whispered in his ear.
"You need to seek us now. You need to leave her here."
So with a silent kiss, he said "I love you dear."
A tear trickled down his face as he turned away. 
"She's not ready to come home, but she'll find you in her heart, 
she'll have to wait until the end becomes the start"
So with that he ran from it all.
The chaos, destruction, a world at fall.
Turns out heart is where the home is and this was not his heart at all.
These were the last few breaths he breathed with any fear.
The voice inside his head said "Time to disappear."
With that he awakened from his life, like waking from a dream, 
except this dream was his new reality.
"They're not ready to come home but they'll find you in their heart, 
they'll have to wait until the end becomes the start"
Turns out heart is where the home is for us all...
And that was not our heart, no not our home at all.
These were the first few breaths she breathed with utter fear.
A voice inside her head then whispered in her ear.
"I'm here to bring you home, I'm here to set you free, 
just open up your heart and I'll take you home with me."

A series of suspiciously coincidental events.

Ok... this is what I mean when i talk of things reaching out to you when you need them or seek their knowledge or perspective.
I'm going to explain the order of events of the previous 3 days.
Spencer Mitchell and I were facebook instant messaging and he has decided he would start researching things so he could join into Sam and I's conversations haha.
Anyway... he through me the name Edgar Cayce.
I gave him a quick briefing and that was all, I then compiled some of his quotes as seen 3 posts ago.
Whatever force it is driving me behind the scenes, it obviously wanted me to look into this man further and I didn't.
So then this morning at the gym with Troy as mentioned below he randomly said, you ever looked into a guy named Edgar Cayce and I misheard him and said no and then I asked again and I was like... Woah.
Explained to him this weird occurrence that I've never heard of the man until last night and he shares the same theory that things come into your life for a reason... anyway... he told me some amazing interesting stuff on Mr. Cayce as he has several books on him, I plan to further research him after this entry.
Then, later that afternoon at work, one of the mums who has just joined the club came up to me and said...
"Would you like a dream book?"
I thought she was having a go at me for daydreaming instead of coaching but then after I laughed I realised she was genuine.
I then asked what she meant.
She then dived straight into fact I might not be having dreams but instead traveling in the astral realms in helping to heal the universe or something and the fact I have been having alien dreams might suggest that I should be looking for more ways to enter the realm or something. It was BIZARRE!
I know for a fact she wouldn't have read my blogs.
She then went on to say how she does dream analysis and she's an aroma healer and that crystals are her life passion and stuff. Mind you this was all in the first minute of conversation.
She then said... Don't you dare tell people what my profession is... !?
Then mentioned something about ley-lines and I was like what?! (I had made myself over enthused in what she was saying as I genuinely was.) She said she'll save it for another time but I went up to her 30 seconds later and she de-briefed me and explained how Albury/wodonga runs in the middle of a ley-line or something and they have lots of energy and power about them or something (I'll research after this further).
I then saw Troy walk in the door and said to him "did you tell (her) that I was interested in weird things of life?"
He said no and that he'd never even talked to her.
He then confirmed what I was already calculating in my head...
That somehow the energy i project obviously attracts back, so whether it be subconscious or conscious, people like her are attracted towards me and vice versa.
The fact she seemed very spiritually aware I literally believe she must of read my mind/energies.
No-one goes up to someone and starts babbling on about being careful when you astral project because she's had astral warriors attack her, and then says something to hint she's insecure about her profession.
Anyway... I really enjoy Troy's comapany lately... he's opened my eyes to alot... like today he said... regarding my ambitions... well what steps are you going to take to get their precisely? And what's going to set us apart and putting me on the spot like that is good. He also made me come to terms with alot about myself... like how being deaf has actually really helped shape me. Then gave me a great perspectives towards my dad and such which I will write a little blog regarding after this. Not so much my dad but how everyone acts how they're told to act by society etc.
I'm really sleepy now actually so I might just get some rest and do some research/blogging in the morning.

A literal tip and direct quote Troy gave me today that I'd like to share as I think it grabs the moral of this story:
"If a book falls from a shelf in front of you it's probably exactly what you're looking for."


Seriously... it sickens me how much a perfectionist I am sometimes.
But seriously... How good is:
WeetBix, Milk (lite soy pref)
And a gallon of sugar.
I mean like... if you can see the weetbix remotely, it's not enough sugar.

Oh and I like my milk steaming hot... and you have to pour it over every bit of weetbix to make it soggy or you're loser.
Like Ash.

Oh and I also think this very well be the winter I wear my long johns/aka thermal pants as public pants... they're about as skinny as my jeans anyway only they have cool blue and purple stripes are comfy and warm as a nugg.
I don't care if you think it's gay, uncool or embarrassing or whatever... this is my life.

Monday, May 17, 2010

Guns and Glory.

Yo so today I recorded Grace and Juliet, we got the music done and its sounding lovely.
Then later on facebook... chattin to Xander,  he sent me a song he'd recorded in audacity, amazing effort seriously, for ya'll noobs.
But yeah... I was lovin it and wrote some of the worst lyrics you will ever come across and recorded some terribly woeful screams haha I have a cold I can barely talk, but I felt like screaming ok.
So basically its shit on my behalf... so ignore my gayness.

But listen... for all you heavy ass music fans.


Saturday, May 15, 2010

Guess Her Muff.

I don't know if its too late to say 'only look down if you are 18+'...

Friday, May 14, 2010

The knowledge of life...

Is the knowledge of death.
Death in the physical is the birth in the spiritual.   
Birth in the physical is death in the spiritual.  
The spirit is life.   
The mind is the builder.   
The physical is the result.

-A range of quotes I stuck together by Edgar Cayce. Interesting man.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

I'm 11 at heart.

I'm not going to lie... I crave swinging on my swing I made every second of every day.
It's just so much fun. The feeling of being able to defy gravity is amazing.
It's been my forever life long dream to fly. I have dreams I can fly sometimes.
I hope one day... whether it be this immediate life or not I will be able to fly.
Wouldn't mind transcending into a higher dimension already.
But also... the swing... I feel happiness when I'm there alone.
I literally laugh out loud. But I always then crave company, as happiness IS best when shared.
One day maybe I can find the perfect tree and just make it fun-central, swings, monkey-bars, hammocks, huts, flying-foxes and all sorts of fun. I mean REAL swings etc... not these crap plastic bullshit the council provide as 'fun'. Nothings fun unless there's a sense of danger involved. Nothing better than adrenaline pumping through your veins. Stupid society and it's fucking shit parents that take their child's bruised knee to court in exchange for money and no more fun for anyone.
Soon nothing will be allowed. Then maybe a revolution will occur and all the petty laws will be flipped upside down and good old fashioned fun would be re-introduced to the world.
I'm a dreamer.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Seize Imagination by the Throat.

I took some photo's of Madison last weekend.

Distasteful :)

I swear when I'm not editing audio, I'm editing visuals... How could I ever be bored?

Oh and If you are going to 'dislike' it, at least tell me why you dislike it! Feedback and constructive criticism is more than welcome. Bitchezzzz.

Friday, May 7, 2010


Well... here it is... our first demo to give you all an idea.
It was recorded by me.
As for our band name... it's still being decided...
We were going to be 'The Author'... but its taken by some shit semi big band (Was referring to an american band... apparently an australian, not shit band too) ... so for now it's the secret.
I'll be changing the URL soon once we're positive but for now:
Please give us feedback!

Also Mitch our guitarist is still undecided whether he wants to commit to this and we're having a Jam with Jethro Curtin (Gabriels brother) tonight so we'll see what happens.

Much love :)

Thursday, May 6, 2010

My old father:

Stable Master.

LOL this is how us cool kids spent our year 12 mathematics classes.
Ally that nail polish bought back so many memories!
Ashlea "aww heck I might even have some myself!" FUCK you guys are funny!
Lol see the chalk we drew all over the carpet lol... almost as good as that time I wrote "juddlocks 09" on the wall and denied it.

Deathly Aura.

Last night I had a very detailed realistically unrealistic dream.
I was at home and Edwina and Ally were out the back with me playing with our rabbits... but Ally was only like 3 years old.
She then started crying and said I was going to die.
I rushed inside asking if I was still going to die and she said possibly soon and she could see my aura and it had changed a really strong deep purple*. Weird. She said as I rushed to avoid my fate that it may not be until December**.
It went on later and it was just me driving around and I drove past the North Albury Fire station and a kid had stacked on his bike so I stopped to help him. (In real life the other day I was driving down this same road and this old guy tried running in front of my car and tripped on the gutter and ate shit... Madison saw it too... it was as sad as it was funny, he seemed quite the crazy old man).
I pulled in opposite Luke Fletchers house and ran to help the kid, turns out I was only in my undies and war-is-over singlet which was slightly awkward***.
We (guys from the year below me at my school and Jaxon/Rhys) climbing into the fire station which was hugely overgrown with tree's... it was here I had super-intensified abilities, like climbing, being feather light and jumping/gliding/propulsing and running really fast**** from a bull that chased me*****.
Oh and somewhere in there I ran into Sam and Ashlea, they were both working... but they're both overseas at the moment.
Anyone want to dream dictionary that for me? I doubt it... I'll have a crack now...

*To see an aura around you or someone else, suggests that some important information is being relayed to you in the dream and you need to pay close attention to the message. You need to draw on this energy for strength.

- Couldn't find anything related to being told I was going to die or a deathly aura.

**To dream of the month of December, signifies increased wealth, but loss of friends.

- Maybe wealth related to happiness in afterlife? And lack of friends in afterlife? haha.

***To dream that you are in your underwear, signifies a situation that has created a loss of respect for you. Alternatively, it symbolizes some aspect of yourself that is private. If you feel ashamed of being seen in your underwear, then it indicates your hesitance in revealing your true feelings, attitudes, and other hidden habits/ideas. If you are not bothered by being in your underwear, then it suggests that you are ready to reveal or expose something that was previously hidden.

****To dream that you are a superhero (superpowers in my case), indicates your above-average talents, ideas, and abilities you may not realized you possessed.

- No I think I realise I have a fair few above average abilities haha, maybe I just need to get back into trampolining? Wouldn't mind it.

*****To see a bull in your dream, symbolizes stubbornness, strong will, strength, and power. The dream may be telling you that it is time to take a stand and be more assertive. Alternatively, the bull indicates a rich, prosperous, and  abundant life. Consider also the metaphor, "being bull-headed". Maybe you need to show a little compromise in a situation. Or it could be a pun on something that is "bull", as in crap or worthless. 
Bulls are also symbolic of repressed sexual energies, fertility and virility. To see an untamed, raging bull represents that your passions may be out of control. The bull may also represent a person in your life who is born under the Taurus sign.

Lol My mum just told me I fell asleep reading and all my lights were on, don't remember that.

I feel like I just watched every movie ever.

and thanks to Rory Kelly and his blog for the site suggestion ;)

My new father:

This post is dedicated to the new person who has popped up in my life and began teaching me and inspiring me in offering his very wise, overly-knowledgeable perspective on life, one which came from many extraordinary experiences.
Recently, as you may know, I've been going to the gym 3 times a week with a man named Troy Gladwell... who I mentioned a while ago.
In slowly beginning to know him he always struck me as someone knowledgeable.
This morning I went to the movies with him and Bryan to see Ironman 2.
Afterwards I drove Troy back to the gym. Had it not been for this car trip we would not have got onto the topic of conversations we did.
It started with him not being able to drive due to his eyesight. He woke one morning at the age of 19 with barely any sight remaining, a rare unfortunate condition. He's since learnt to cope and cope very well with the blurred vision he has, he said its not normal blindness so it's hard to explain... I didn't even know he was remotely blind before that!
He said however it was probably the best thing that could of ever happened to him.
He mentioned he was going nowhere in life fast, and I'm not sure yet what that exactly entails but I know he was at one stage Victorian champion weightlifter and ended up dabbling in steroids, something he wishes he hadn't of done I'm sure... but he's the type of guy to have no regrets as I'm sure he learnt much from it, when his blindness came about it enabled him to experience a completely new and different perspective on life.
Before long we found we shared ALOT in common, in what we knew of and basic characteristics.
I dared to mention how I believe humans were genetically modified by aliens and our chromosome analysis support this and before I could go on, I realised he knew everything I knew and more.
But not just about Aliens and human history... but psychology and physics and quantum physics and religion and his hatred for it and history and individuals from history and sprituality and meditation and string theory and worldly deception.
It actually blew my mind.
I went back to his house afterwards and we continued talking in deep conversation... so beyond the normal small talk it was almost weird, well it was weird... he then showed me all the books he had on all the topics from above and it was crazy! So he leant me two... The God Delusion, simply because its been on my "to read" list for far too long... and another book which deserves another rant:
Troy firmly believes he has been abducted at one stage, he had a strong dream of being overlooked by 3 figures two human, one too shadowy to fully describe but definitely an alien to this earth.
That morning he woke up and his ear was burning. Ever since then he has had a small lump/chip in the top of his ear... he let me touch it and it was definitely abnormal.
He gave me the book "Alien Implants" which is a book written by a doctor who removed... or attempted to remove... these chips from many almost identical cases over the world and analyse them.
Apparently they are made from a substance unknown to this planet.
The first couple of chapters I've read have explained how the chip actually moved further under the skin of the incision to prevent it being removed by the doctor, and on one he did remove, discovered it also had minutely tiny tentacles and was made up of foreign crystals that are more than scientifically possible to transmit a signal.
Troy's daughter Shania, who I coach... came out of the blue one day to him and said she see's aliens and he never even told her of any of his events as he didn't want to do that to her, as kids are impressionable and easily suggesteive, it had also been known to have happened in the family.
Now Troy to you might sound like a qwuak, but I assure you he is the most genuine man I've ever met,
I don't think someone's ever impacted me so greatly so quickly. I hope to only learn more off him and to hopefully teach him some stuff too.
He doesn't have internet but reads about two or three books a week, so I'm keen to introduce him to anything he's missed and hopefully maintain our level of friendship and interaction... which shouldn't be too hard seeing him 3 or more times a week.
Anyway :) Made my my day.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

The manifestation of fate.

I've always said that people seem to pop up in my life right when I need something... whether it be answers, information, idea's, companions... whatever the reason being, and whoever the person is... they tend to pop up, we learn from eachother or inspire one or the other and then they sort of drift back out of our lives.
I wrote a blog, actually it was the fourth one I ever wrote, Theatrical Matrix... and I observed this.
I read it back just then and I realised I've come a very long way, I've definitely updated that theory... but stick by the basic idea.
I've talked to alot of people that agree entirely with this, in fact today I almost had the conversation with everyone.
I guess my message for you is... embrace the people who come into your lives, even if the relationship is going to be shortlasted, as it is these encounters that I've found change people in great ways, more so than life long friends.
I also made the observation, alongside Tra and Edwina... that we don't miss people when they're not their, sure it would be great to see them, but we just keep walking through life fine on the inside.
We all felt sort of guilty about this too, but in conversing with the common (lack of) emotion felt a bit more human.