Wednesday, June 23, 2010

The Noticer.

<<< Read this book!
It's a whole bunch of wisdom crammed tightly into an easy to grasp and easy and enjoyable to read novel.
Alot of my posts about relationships and positivity were inspired by this book.
I've ordered another one by Andy Andrews called "The Travellers Gift".
I love books lately!
Reading two at the moment, one being The Communion Letters and the other being A New Earth, by Eckhart Tolle.
I'll give you the quote it displays in the back cover as the blurb!
"When faced with radical crisis, when the old way of being in the world, of interacting with eachother and with the realm of nature doesn't work any more, when survival is threatened by seemingly insurmountable problems, and individual human- or a species -will either die or become extinct or rise above the limitations of their condition through evolutionary leap. This is the state of humanity now, and this is its challenge. This book's main purpose is not to add new information or beliefs to your mind or to try convince you of anything, but to bring about a shift in consciousness, that is to say awaken. This book is about you."

I miss these songs!
Chelsea Wont Jump last year at battle of the bands. 
Man we were rad :)
But this year will be rad too!
The Trailer have their set down pat!
We've nailed our cover of pink floyd "brick in the wall"!
Set list goes as such:
- Rdy2rck 
- Brick in the wall
- Little Miss Somebody.
- Together Alone
- Buried Alive

3 of the songs I wrote and 1 Hayden wrote :)

So please come to battle this Friday!

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

I wish Michael Jackson hadn't of died...

Because I never really had to hear about the drug fucked, skin fucked freak while he was alive.
I'm watching a documentary on Michael Jackson regarding the child molester accusations.
I've never liked Michael Jackson, music or character...
Too be honest I think he's a complete nutcase and can't stand looking at him.
But yeah I never really believed he actually molested kids, I thought it was a blackmail scam...
That's what everyone tries to basically say... so much "evidence" they get to prove this which you definitely believe but then the Californian police detective had his chance to speak and fully nailed and disproved all the now obvious bluff proof.
Like he said, what 35 year old man insists that the 13 year old sleeps in the same bed?
Not the same room... but under the same covers. Stupid!
He just assured his innocence by quoting the bible... Latoiya Jackson is convinced he's guilty.
Eww can't believe I wrote a post about Michael Jackson.
But does an innocent man pay $2,000,000 to make it all go away?

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Homely horror.

Had a very eventfully scary night last night co sidering I stayed home and did nothing all night with Edwina.
I would love to tell you what but at this rate I feel as i might be getting extremely stalked so I best keep my gob shut so nothing can be used against me in this joke of a blown out of proportion sitch I ammusingly find myself in.

Thursday, June 17, 2010


I was just sitting in front of my laptop and watched my cursor (which is a touchpad mouse in my case) eerily and almost robotically move to the top 'file' bar- it hovered to "Help" and clicked it 3 times and ceased.

Not bad. The storms bring some strong currents I'll tell you that much.

PLEASE tell how to bulk question, everyone would get so much more questions if we knew how to do this feature.

Haha true...
You have to do it on
Click "Home"
Then "ask" and if you can't figure it out from there then looks like you'll have to go to everyones individual profile and copy and paste haha.

The truth will set me free.

Lately I have been obsessed with the shape triangles.
I don't know what it is about them I find so Î”ppealing?

Intentions Vs Actions.

If there are 5 seagulls sitting on a pier railing and one decides to fly away how many seagulls are left?
We judge ourselves by our intentions not our actions but we judge others on their actions and not their intentions.
If you intend to do something, then don't just think about it... take at least one step closer to what you want to achieve everyday.
Oh and by the way there are still 5 seagulls left as a decision is different than an action... I hope you got that.


Ok the rain was just thundering like no tomorrow... but then something really weird happened... it was like something was above our house... it wasn't a plane and it sounding like scraping but it wasn't the roof and I thought it was thunder but it never really ended so I've been fucking shitting myself waiting for aliens to walk into my room as the book i'm reading is all real stories of peoples encounters with other beings, anyway my mum just came in and she heard it too and was freaked out. Ahh :s Did anyone else hear it or was it just my house?

Edit: My mum is convinced she had a huge UFO above her roof and I agree that it came from towards her end of the house not mine as I was looking between the gap of my door thinking... ahh fuck... We didn't tell Edwina until the next morning and she said she woke up at 2.20am when it happened from a dream she was being dragged.
It really was a sound/feeling like dragging/scraping... very hard to explain but it wasn't thunder and just before it happened it rained REALLY hard and then stopped and then thats when we heard it.

Fixing, buying, selling.

I have alot of things I've been trying to do lately.
Yesterday I made a new doggy door in the wooden door and it seriously has kept the house so much warmer!
I also took the bass amp to get fixed.
Then had a Battle of the Bands meeting.
> Please come and say "The Trailer" at the door!<
Then next day I went and got the bass amp and while I was in the music shop I may have bought a new guitar, I fell in love with it and I've played it all night, it can sound better than an acoustic or like a nice rock electric... perfect! I also retrieved my electric drum kit I  got off doug ages ago in return for a pair of jeans from the shed. Ash and I spent a fair while setting it all up.
I had work and then after that I spent even more time setting it up perfectly and fixing things, however while fixing things I broke the the crash, I could fix it if I had a solder kit, but yeah the plan is to hook it up to garageband via midi and yeah :)
I also need to sell my real drums ($200 ono)
and even if someone wanted to buy my warlock guitar ($100 ono) I also need to sell my ute asap! ($2500 ono).

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

The Bride.

My favourite band ever, my biggest inspiration screaming wise being Michael Brierley.
Turns out he's not pulling his weight so they're kicking him out :(
It's meant to be a secret, so if anyone actually knows the bride don't say I told you, just wait until they announce it soon. As soon as I heard I offered myself to replace him but they'd already organised a new frontman. Man... Imagine if they were like... yeah man you're in. Life complete.
I have followed this band since Brierley first offered to play keyboard in a myspace comment and then obviously filled in for frontman one gig and amazed the shit through everyone.
Kev (Gremlin) is the only original band member left.
I was totally the first person to put footage of them on youtube too ;)

Pretty Wombat.

Madison and I were going to make a mad funny remix of this but Joel found, stole and uploaded it.
Man we laughed hard that night.
So this is why no one should ever take me seriously.

Megan Yonson.

This young lady is the best girl ever. After my best night ever the other night at Paddy's and Roi (which I'll blog about once I get photo's!) she came woke me up in the morning with cuddles and snuggles and many of giggles.

Storm Is Over.

So Jeremy and I thought it would be fun to go mud skidding at 3am during an intense storm... and people ask ME for advice!

Point is... Jeremy and I had a very sad, cold, long wet walk home.

A Night In My Enemy.


The other weekend a heap of us went down to Melbourne in a mini-bus for Sleepwalker's gig at Espy.
It was the worst but the best at the same time.

Happy Snappy.

Einstein Wannabee.

I'm MAC's new model.

Hey... Think this girl's babin'? 
Well check this babe out!! I reckon her make-up is way better too :p
What an intimidatingly gorgeous lesbian couple we are.

Ew that blonde chick has an adams apple!

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Lady Gag.

I've never liked Lady Gaga.
If I did believe in the whole Illuminati thing, then I would definitely agree that she's their puppet.
But all I can say is there isn't a coincidence in all the symbolism etc.
She's well aware that she's pulling off the occult-ish act, or if she's too dumb, then her director is well aware.
All her "little-monsters" are way to retarded, brainwhipped and stubborn to realise though I'd imagine. - A good breif, but there's alot more.
Call me paranoid but I fear the what's in water (like fluoride has been shown to decrease brainwave activity), food, how we get taught in our education systems, what our government tries to keep from us and  especially what media does to this society.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Adolf Hitler.

I've been reading alot of Adolf Hitler quotes and comments about him lately and he is really interesting.
This might sound really wrong, but in a way he's almost becoming an idol.
Obviously not the part of him that resulted in millions of deaths, but the other aspects of him and all he achieved.
Although horrible it helped shape the world in a better direction... for a while.
But yeah... research some of his quotes and values, I was going to do it for you but I'm too tired.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Ouija Board Insight.

I've been asked alot lately for my advice/opinion and experience with Ouija Boards.
I've done too many of them to count and have conducted a fair few experiments with it.
The first time I did it I shat myself... anyway, this isn't so much about my experiences, just outlining the basics.

Ok...first of all... rule number one and golden rule!

1. Don't fear.

There is nothing that is going to happen to you, other than you learning alot and re-evaluating values.

All the web stories are almost always U.S citizens who are also fed lies on church each sunday about black magic and hell and demons being evil and all that bullshit.

My beliefs have changed and become sure then unsure... so I'm still a tad unsure...
But here's the (possible) conclusions I have in brief:

1. There are actual souls in the 4th dimension (It's almost the inbetween realm of where we are and where "heaven" or the 5th dimension is, they're the ones you're most likely going to encounter as they're still alot more attatched to the 3D world, in saying that I believe you could contact a 5th dimension being also- Dimension where I believe aliens live amoungst and ascended souls where the worlds still have a sense of physicality but they are completely in control... 

2. Our subconscious minds are inter-connected and those gathered around actually subconsciously create such exact movements, idea's and beings.

3. A bit of both.

4. It's complete utter nonsense/coincident/purposely done.

Now to get started you'll need a ouijia board... Easy to make.
A plachette.... easy to improvise. I use a sugar lid (clear plastic/glass lid)
And I usually use 3 candles... (supposedly provides energy for them, although its not vital but it defs seems to help them- again could be a mental thing)

they say "white" to be pure but I think it's all nonsense, stuff like that is in your head... if thats what you believe then that's what will happen, so if you do believe white candles are safe use white candles haha

Now you almost need to get everyone into a meditational state...
I usually get everyone to hold hands, close eyes and first get everyone to imagine a a bubble of pure protective energy around your house.... and then eventually have them tighten it in around your room.
Then I ask our spirit guides to help us/guide us and protect us from any evil spirits and thank them.
(Evil spirits are all pussys, lol I try to get adolf hitler and stuff and the most they do is circle the board over 666 and other things, if you do feel you have a demon "following" you afterwards, then I promise you its in your head... a demon within your head... fear... remember thoughts manifest into reality so think only positive etc)

Then you want to basically have four people touch the plachette lightly with two fingers and ask if there are any spirits in the room/ call upon a spirit... 
" I call upon the spirit of ........ .......... " 

They say "ooh dont open invite spirits!" but I say, fuck that... the more the merrier.

From there you usually have to wait a bit... can be 2minutes- can be 25 minutes....
eventually the spirit will 'gather enough energy' from those touching the plachette and candles etc to be able to move the plachette.

It seems ridiculous, but just go with the flow.

When a spirit comes to talk... first establish who it is and if its someone you apparently know, have them prove it in a way that only the person who knows them can know- also try have them not even touching the plachette for full effect.

Sometimes it seems like gibberish and usually I presume there are two or more spirits competing for control of the board, although... it seems a little/ dumb if you will haha so ask for a particular spirit only to speak.

Also keep checking/asking how many spirits are with you.

Some spirits are stronger and some people give more energy to the board.

I've had some pretty insane and 'too good to be true' things happen... like the time Sam and I were in the room and were the only two with any knowledge of Annunaki beings, and neither of us were on the board and it started citing facts only we knew and we weren't moving it!

But I've had equally boring and frustrating moments that just make me lose complete belief in it all.

Remember if you have an unwanted spirit you simply and sternly say...
"Goodbye" and they seem to be forced to go to the "goodbye" on your board and leave.

They can help you, you can help them.

This is fairly in depth, but alot of what I'm saying is still very unexplained so forgive me and just trust me/find out/decide for yourself.


Take it or leave it.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Confidence in Perseverance.

I guess the post below makes you feel a little worthless... well chin up :)


Why the fuck do I exist?
I just don't get the point in this 3D world.
I feel so pointless when I stop from all my petty distractions and just think.
Sometimes I'm just over living.
Then I say to myself, maybe the point of this superficial world is to think... and realise that there is no point to all this, and kill yourself to pass a test...?
I don't know, anythings possible.
I just wish some light would shine...
It's like when you're in Maths class and you have no inspiration to learn an equation because you don't see the point in it as you're never going to ever need it.
I need the teacher to then suggest a long list of highly unlikely possibilties for me to gather any remote inspiration- and that's what I'm doing my whole life, with all my beliefs, hopes and ideas.

Dear 'Higher Source of Intellegence', 
if you exist... Please help me.
Dear Judd,
Love the Universe.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

The Fear Company.

The fire inside me is overstoked and smoke is over-dispersed into the clouds of my thoughts and like the mental patience I analyse a voice inside me screams for me to douse the insides of my mouth with fuel.
Dripping and burning down to the bottom of my throat I know I don't have long until I explode into flames, until I deteriorate into myself and everyone one left inside me.

The water is toxic so I'm drinking through a filter.

I'm trying to piece this shattered reality together and I've started to take note the walls are closing in on me everynight when I try to sleep, try to dream of a better world, a better place, a much nicer place to face when I wake up to the sun blaring through the cracks of my curtains and flooding my room with the false sense of warmth it makes us feel when the summer has long passed the only moment that ever existed in our comprehension as to why the walls are crawling into our bedposts, making me paranoid, scared and hostile, that no one else seems to notice the shadows creeping up my bed but me, giving me such a fright, I'm so sick and tired of the dreams I have each night so I dropped my pen on my notepad and took out my saw, and took out my screwdriver and watched my bed fall, collapse on it's legs, it cannot withhold the weight of my mind, like boulders on shoulders and folders on desks, I found out the hard way you'll never be the beat the test, because we all feel as though that we can explore, that we will discover and we will enjoy, and although things are changing each stroke the hand shakes, they're never quite changed until your mind makes the mistake it intakes and accepts that what the eye spies is never not a mockery of truth but a mockery of matter and then as you're sinking another piece will shatter but I want to swim over every wave made and filter the sand that builds up in my hands and then I will know, I will know my existence begginning and maybe that'll mean that I'll stop swimming to the depths of the past instead i'll figure time is the only shadow lurking over me and if I cease to believe in it then it can never again, touch me and laugh.

Monday, June 7, 2010

La Dispute.

I rarely come across a band that leaves me with shivers after each song. Each word in this case. This band brings the emotional passion music lights fire too with the poetic tale of love. This whole album starts and end the same, it's done so cleverly. Hardcore/Rock at its best. Lyrics that make you explore your every emotion, and visualize every beautiful scene possible.
So yeah, get hold of this album...
"Somewhere At The Bottom Of The River Between Vega And Altair."

"I think I saw you in my sleep, darling, I think I saw you in my dreams you were stitching up the seams on every broken promise That your body couldn't keep. I think I saw you in my sleep. I thought I heard the door open, oh no, I thought I heard the door open but I only heard it close. I thought I heard a plane crashing, but Now I think it was your passion snapping. I think you saw me confronting my fear, it Went up with a bottle and went down with the beer and I think you ought to stay away from here There are ghosts in the walls and they Crawl in your head through your ear. I think I saw you in my sleep, lover, I think I saw you in my dreams you were Stitching up the seams on every mangled promise That your body couldn't keep. I think I saw you in my sleep ////// I know that someday you'll be sleeping, Darling, likely dreaming off the pain. I hope you'll hear me in the streetlight's humming, softly breathing out your name.  I know that even with the seams stitched tightly, darling scars will remain.  I say we scrape them from each other, darling, and let them wash off in the rain.  And when they run into the river, oh no, let the water not complain. I swear that even with the distance, slowly wearing at your name,  Your hands still catch the light the right way and  Our hearts still beat the same. "

Gig Updates.

This friday! Everyone come down to the sanction!
It says Judd and Hayden, but it's meant to say "The Trailer".
Although, we're acousticising our set list.

Oh and guess what!
My other band... We have our first gig soon.
July 8th.


Playing with Forgiven Rival.

At Roi.


The Secret life of Judd and Amy.

Friday, June 4, 2010


And this is why I'm doubting ever buy another apple product again...

Every person featuring on this needs a bullet, or at least a good slap in the face.

Sam Hamilton is the funniest person I know.

This is a cover, originally by Simon McKenna, performed by Sam Hamilton.
(Simon McKenna should hurry up and record this song so I can wank to it already.)

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Occipitally Speaking.

Speaking of lessons... I learnt a valuable lesson in year 6.
I can't tell you what it is, but this is a reminder to myself to stop thinking it will be different as times passes.
There are no exceptions.
Maybe one day I'll let you in on it.

Subject: Love.

I just learnt a lesson I wish they'd teach in year 7.

Here's the Questions:

  1. How do you know when you're loved?
  2. How do you show love?
There are four different dialects in which love is spoken.

  1. Deeds and Favours.      (Goldfish)
  2. Words of approval.        (Dog)
  3. Physical contact.          (Cat)
  4. Quality time.                 (Budgie)

To give you an example, physical contacts can be expressed with the behaviors of cats.
Cats are almost exclusively creatures of physical contact.
You don't really have to feed them, if a cats hungry they'll kill something.
Cats don't really pay attention to what you say.
Cats just want to be rubbed and scratched. That is how they feel loved.
How does a cat express love?
By rubbing against you. Touch me! Love me! They're saying.

Some people cannot "speak", "cater" or even understand all of these different dialects of love.
It's never to late to learn and understand however, otherwise you'll have to hope you find someone who loves like you.
I believe when in a new relationship everyone expresses all of these quality of love, but eventually you're left loving how you want to be loved, and if that's you saying "I love you" and them not believing because you don't spend quality time with them, then it's not really working.

I've thought about it long and hard and I've decided I can give love in all of these dialects,
but when it comes down to it, I've decided I express love through physical contact primarily and verbally with words of approval secondary.
So I'm guessing that's the way I express love mostly.

Please do tell me how you think you fit this criteria!
I'm really interested.

In conclusion: Cuddles and compliments make my world go 'round.

My best friends.

Most people figure a true best friend is someone who accepts them for who they are, but that's dangerous garbage to believe.
The kid who works the drive-thru at your local fast-food restaurant accepts you for who you are because he doesn't care anything about you.
But a true best friend holds you to a higher standard.
A true friend brings out the best in you.
A best friend will tell you the truth... and a wise best friend will include a healthy dose of perspective.

Dear Formspring,

Judd Ditchfield has answered 1,019 questions to date....


I had like 4,000 a while ago!

What happened to them all?! :(

Ah fuck it... it's formspring.

A law set like gravity.

Remember, whatever you concentrate on, increases.
When you focus on the things you need, you'll find these needs increasing.
If you concentrate your thoughts on what you don't have, you'll soon be concentrating on other things that you had forgotten you don't have- and feel worse!
If you set your mind on loss, you're more likely to lose...
But, a grateful perspective brings happiness and abundance into a person's life.
Consider this... when we are happy and enthusiastic other people enjoy being around us.
Knowing that one's opportunities and encouragement come from people, what happens to a person everyone enjoys being around?
They get more opportunities and encouragement.
So what happens to a life filled with opportunities and encouragement?
More and more opportunities and encouragement and success and happiness becomes inevitable.
I must caution you however!
The opposite of this principal is true as well.
When a person is negative, complaining, and disagreeable, other people stay away.
That person receives less encouragement and fewer opportunities, because no one wants to be around them...
And we know what happens to a life without opportunities and encouragement...
Things get worse and worse.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

The Trailer

Rowand Taylor Photography.
Taken inside Guadeloupe house, the old orphanage etc.
This is my new Pop/Rock band.
Couldn't be better :)

I no longer fear death...

For I don't believe in death.