Nights never bring any rest for me lately.
When someone's vulnerable, weird things happen.
All this distracting does the job until I'm alone.
Awake, while everyone else sleeps.
The same feeling pulsates through my blood.
Life is tiring.
Sometimes I just wish I could go to sleep and never wake up.
Dreams are bizarre but they're never complicated.
My fish never sleep.
I'm watching them now.
I envy them.
I hope they do only have five second memories.
Imagine life if we all had five second memories.
Friends would become enemies by the time you finished blinking.
Then we'd truly live for the moment.
I live for the moment and its great until that moment is forever gone.
Then I start living in the past... until I get hurled into the future.
Yes five second memories.
Everyday you could fall in love again.
Getting over a bad mood or jealousy or guilt or even a soul... all you'd need is to take a lonely walk.
Five second memories would have their downfalls however.
Every morning you would wake up a stranger not only to your surroundings, family and friends...
A complete stranger to yourself.
At the moment, I wouldn't mind that.
Ok this sun hurts my eyes.